@OpalStarShadow
Yaaaaay, Valentine’s Day! The one day a year I have to remember I have no love life, and am unlikely ever to get one!
Why does this holiday have to exist?
Funny, I’ve hurt myself plenty, and no one notices
I’ve wanted to die since the age of six, and I very well recall nearly committing suicide back then, but even now I’m too scared to do so
I feel like everyone I talk to hates me and I’m beginning to wonder if anyone ever really cared
My family has left me so broken I get anxious about every little thing
My teachers have probably been the main reason I started hurting myself again, and they haven’t noticed, but my classmates have, even my best friend (irl) can’t make me stop now, and I’m trying to drift away
I’m becoming more sensitive and wary of everything and everyone, even making this makes me nervous, and I hate it
Heh, my life is a wreck, and it doesn’t seem like anyone cares, of course, in my state, I don’t get a chance to think differently...
@OpalStarShadow you know i love.and care for you,i called you my younger sister to rose,i told rose you where my younger sister,and when you got your phone takened,i had a panic attack i screamed at rose for not helping,i cried alot. People care they may not show it but they do,i know i do. You are like my little sister and i love you alot
I care for you,others may not but i do,your one of my bestfriends and i know we don't talk alot,but your still someone i care for and love for, so know ill be here for you if you ever need me
Ha... Even after everything, and some might not know what the hell Im talking about, but... even after everything, people still bother to keep me around
I don’t deserve it...
The only thing I deserve is to die, but I’m to afraid too...
My sister blackmails me and doesn’t give a damn if I’d die
My brother is excessively violent, and me being the oldest, guess who’s a main target...
My youngest sister is really just a jerk, but she’s mean, too...
Everyone in my family is making me want to die, I’ve done a lot of stupid things, and I feel the first one was living, that was my first mistake...
I can’t tell right from wrong anymore, I try and do something right, and I feel like I’m doing something bad... and vice versa...
Heh... the only reason I’m still alive- still sane is because of Wattpad
This place is the only place I feel normal anymore, like I belong at all...
But do I really...?
Soooo, because of family, I’ll only be able to be on at school, sorry about that...
Well, this is random, but...
Would anyone miss me if I died...?
Probably not, I'm just a little nobody trying to be happy...
I don't even know what to think anymore...
Finally made it home! Whoooooooooooo. Yeah. Imma go to bed now.
So... Er... Last announcement was a lie, and, uh, meant to post this earlier... Buuuuuuut, I'm not gonna be on most, if not all, of today, seeing as I am going to be on a trip for roughly 13 hours, if I'm on at all, it'll be late tonight, bye!
So uh, to anyone that cares, I'm gonna be gone for basically a week, starting tomorrow, might be back Friday, maybe Saturday, bye!
Thx for the follow
