OptimisticDragonfly

I used to be so sad when I would think of this account, of all the time that I spent with Forbidden, all the work and love I devoted to this app. I would be upset when I thought that all of that went to waste.
          	
          	I’m not upset anymore. I’m content. This wasn’t a waste. My writing has improved drastically thanks to this app. I know people, amazing people who I never would’ve met otherwise. I gained confidence and a renewed passion for writing. 
          	
          	This isn’t an abandoned dream. This is the start of one. This is a time capsule. And I’m okay with leaving it as a time capsule. With leaving my writing how it is for now. Because I’ve grown, and I’ve changed, and Wattpad did not grow with me.
          	
          	And I’m going to stay around. I will never delete my account, or Wattpad, or any of my stories. I will be here until Wattpad goes bankrupt, or the apocalypse happens (whichever comes first). And maybe I will write again on here. But I’m happy. I’m happy to leave my writing how it is. And this is the first time in a long time when I’ve realized that. 
          	
          	I love you all. This isn’t goodbye, or a declaration of me leaving Wattpad. This is just... a message of contentment. Of satisfaction. 
          	
          	❤️

sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly well, whatever you decide, i’m 100% supporting you <3
          	  
          	  ugh, dude, here’s my email: lalawahm@gmail.com. just email me whenever you get the chance or whenever you want :)
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lalawahm it was honestly pretty bittersweet to write it, because it’s kind of me conceding that Wattpad might very well be a thing of the past. But I’m choosing to see it as more positive - this is my origin, and I’m only improving from this point.
          	  
          	  
          	  Also, guess which app isn’t letting me message you again?
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly why did this bring bittersweet tears?
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OptimisticDragonfly

I used to be so sad when I would think of this account, of all the time that I spent with Forbidden, all the work and love I devoted to this app. I would be upset when I thought that all of that went to waste.
          
          I’m not upset anymore. I’m content. This wasn’t a waste. My writing has improved drastically thanks to this app. I know people, amazing people who I never would’ve met otherwise. I gained confidence and a renewed passion for writing. 
          
          This isn’t an abandoned dream. This is the start of one. This is a time capsule. And I’m okay with leaving it as a time capsule. With leaving my writing how it is for now. Because I’ve grown, and I’ve changed, and Wattpad did not grow with me.
          
          And I’m going to stay around. I will never delete my account, or Wattpad, or any of my stories. I will be here until Wattpad goes bankrupt, or the apocalypse happens (whichever comes first). And maybe I will write again on here. But I’m happy. I’m happy to leave my writing how it is. And this is the first time in a long time when I’ve realized that. 
          
          I love you all. This isn’t goodbye, or a declaration of me leaving Wattpad. This is just... a message of contentment. Of satisfaction. 
          
          ❤️

sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly well, whatever you decide, i’m 100% supporting you <3
            
            ugh, dude, here’s my email: lalawahm@gmail.com. just email me whenever you get the chance or whenever you want :)
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lalawahm it was honestly pretty bittersweet to write it, because it’s kind of me conceding that Wattpad might very well be a thing of the past. But I’m choosing to see it as more positive - this is my origin, and I’m only improving from this point.
            
            
            Also, guess which app isn’t letting me message you again?
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly why did this bring bittersweet tears?
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OptimisticDragonfly

I mean... we got 10K. And I meant to post about this weeks ago but I lost all track of time. So, once again, thank you. Thank you all so much. I started Forbidden as a way to simply get ideas onto a page and get maybe some critique. I never imagined that it would get ten thousand reads. That’s insane. Thank you all so much. 
          
          ❤️❤️❤️

sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly i’m so proud of you!!! congratulations ❤️❤️❤️
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OptimisticDragonfly

@Ze-Enigma-Writes hi! I’m doing good! How are you?
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OptimisticDragonfly

I’m so close to 10k on Forbidden and I don’t really know how that happened, but now I’m extremely excited. Thank you guys for still loving that book, even if parts of it are still extremely rough and first drafty. It’s weird, I feel like I keep posting things to my message board and it’s solely to thank all of you, but I truly don’t know what else to say. 
          
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly no problem!!! <3 <3 <3
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lalawahm thank you sm!! ❤️❤️
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly aw dude you deserve it!!! ❤️❤️❤️
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OptimisticDragonfly

Happy New Year everyone!
          
          I hope you all had a fantastic New Year, even if 2020 was... less than ideal. I think we all deserve to hope for a brighter 2021, so here’s to the future! Let’s all make it fantastic.
          
          And thank you. I say that a lot, but thank you. Without you guys, I never would’ve had the courage or talent to achieve what I have with writing, not just on Wattpad but in the real world. I’m writing a new novel, one that I’m super passionate and excited about and one that I hope I can bring further than a few thousand reads on Wattpad (although that’s nothing to scoff at, of course). I have achieved multiple awards for poetry and short stories. I was chosen as one of the best short story writers in my state. And none of it would’ve been possible without you guys. So thank you for everything. Thank you so so much. I got my start on Wattpad, and even though my life has caused me to drift away from it a bit, I will always treasure this place and the experiences I had with it. Thank you, and let’s move forward to a better future together.
          
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lalawahm happy new year!! Same to you! ❤️❤️
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly happy new year! i can't wait to see you achieve all your dreams! <3 <3 <3
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OptimisticDragonfly

Happy Holidays, my friends. 
          
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lalawahm you too! ❤️❤️❤️
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly merry early christmas! <3 <3 <3
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OptimisticDragonfly

Also BIDEN WON YES
          
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly that's kind of true tbh. but at least y'all are okay. palestine? not so much
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OptimisticDragonfly

@monochromeaesthete ugh yeah, that’s true. Honestly there wasn’t really a good choice in the matter 
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly he's great for america, ngl, but he's the devil incarnated for the rest of the world, especially my side of it
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OptimisticDragonfly

Um... hi. I’m not dead. I’m just not really active on here. I kinda grew out of Wattpad. Kinda sad, honestly, but what can you do? I’ll still be here for talking with friends though, so DM me anytime. Love y’all.
          
          

OptimisticDragonfly

@monochromeaesthete heyyyyy I’m good, how are youuuu?
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OptimisticDragonfly

I don’t comment political stuff on here all that much, but to my fellow Americans who are 18+, please for the sake of our country, vote. Just vote. Please please please.
          
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lotslovelala yeahhhh, but better late than never
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly you certainly took your time lolol
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OptimisticDragonfly

Goodbye Lala. I’ll miss you a lot. I’m sorry. 
          
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lotslovelala I totally get that. I’m just happy you’re still herr
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sarameadde

@OptimisticDragonfly i'm so sorry about that. i wasn't ditching you, i just needed a fresh start
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OptimisticDragonfly

@lotslovelala oh yay! It’s all cool, sorry for being dramatic. I recently had a close online friend totally ditch me without warning so I’ve become accustomed to that, so I’m happy you’re still here! (:
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