After sleeping it off and thinking about it more, I've, come to a decision (I think)
..I'm staying. I want to see this community through and through until it can't hold anything together anymore. Even then, when it dies, will it still be in my heart, with all those memories I had.
Maybe one day, when I'm pondering and lost in thoughts in the future, I'll remember about AF and how I stayed. Stayed until it dropped. Stayed until it couldn't hold on any longer.
I'm also staying because the friends I've made, although few, were worth all of it. Every second. Such a positive feeling, from something so small.. that's, that's what it is, isn't it? Small communities offer a more welcoming feeling. The bigger a community is, the more toxic it feels to get..
Sorry for three big announcements in a row about this. I just had to, y'know?