OreoNootNoot

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!! Hope it's a better year than the last

BelaCZT

Heya. How are you doing?
          
          Wow, I've been away from Wattpad for two years. Probably not coming back to read lol I use AO3 more now.
          
          It will be a new year soon, and I'm trying to figure out how things will play out for me now that I'm 18. I hope things are better for you.

BelaCZT

Hey, Oliver.
          
          I don't know if you can or will read this but... whatever.
          
          I was looking at events and anniversaries on my calendar and saw "Writer's Day". It's actually two different dates: July 25th in my country and May 3rd somewhere that speaks English (lol idk if this applies to all countries with that language but ok).
          
          Anyway.
          
          I'm late. Not just because of the date, but maybe because you deserved to hear it before you left.
          
          Happy Writer's Day

BelaCZT

No problem, it costs nothing being kind to others. I wish the best for you
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OreoNootNoot

@BelaCZT I'm glad too, it's still a bit rocky but it's getting better. Seriously though, thank you for that message and sorry I haven't replied to it until now, it meant a lot.
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BelaCZT

I'm glad you're still here despite everything that happened.
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OreoNootNoot

Ok I really need help with this. I'm currently dating someone and I don't really know if I love them or not. That there's this friend I have that I used to date and I think I love them but I don't know if they love me. I'm not exactly the best with feelings, I only really got them under control a couple years ago and I don't know how to tell them both. I'm really panicking over this!!! That and I'm a trans guy and I told both of them but my ex is the only one that said that they'll still think of me the same way. I would really really REALLY appreciate some help or advice...

Odd_Undertale_Nerd

*I really can't
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Odd_Undertale_Nerd

@OreoNootNoot I'd say it would probably depend on how they treat you in a relationship, and whether or not they accept you. The most important thing in a relationship ( in my opinion) is how comfortable you feel around that person. Can you tell them how you feel without feeling judged? Will they be there to help you when you fall? Ect. I really make this decision for you, and neither can anyone else. You're the only one to have experience, and your thoughts with them. Hope this helps! ;P
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OreoNootNoot

I know no one is probably gonna see this and if anything I might take it down but the people closest to me aren't answering my calls and I really need to get this off my chest. Right now I'm too scared to move any part of my body that's not my head, face and hands. This happens every night unfortunately but I know it gets annoying for people to have to worry about others when they should be worrying about themselves so I try not to think too much of it. Every night, when my mom leaves for work and my brother goes to sleep I hear so many noises. Footsteps, banging ect. Sometimes, rarely, I'll hear voices or see things. I think I'm just hallucinating though since I had my mom come home once and look around the house since that's here I heard the footsteps but she said there was nobody there to make them. I'm severely scared to go to sleep but I'm also too scared to stay awake. Honestly I want someone to stay up with me and can me down by talking to me but I'd feel bad if anyone had to stay up for me. I also think I might need medical attention for it but I know it costs a fortune just to get an appointment not to mention the medication I might need as well. I'm at tears because all I can hear it footsteps, creaking and banging. It's like that horrifying part in a video game that you can't pass without having a heart attack.