I know no one is probably gonna see this and if anything I might take it down but the people closest to me aren't answering my calls and I really need to get this off my chest. Right now I'm too scared to move any part of my body that's not my head, face and hands. This happens every night unfortunately but I know it gets annoying for people to have to worry about others when they should be worrying about themselves so I try not to think too much of it. Every night, when my mom leaves for work and my brother goes to sleep I hear so many noises. Footsteps, banging ect. Sometimes, rarely, I'll hear voices or see things. I think I'm just hallucinating though since I had my mom come home once and look around the house since that's here I heard the footsteps but she said there was nobody there to make them. I'm severely scared to go to sleep but I'm also too scared to stay awake. Honestly I want someone to stay up with me and can me down by talking to me but I'd feel bad if anyone had to stay up for me. I also think I might need medical attention for it but I know it costs a fortune just to get an appointment not to mention the medication I might need as well. I'm at tears because all I can hear it footsteps, creaking and banging. It's like that horrifying part in a video game that you can't pass without having a heart attack.
