heyyy prolly not the message any of you wanted to see, but i think im wanting to step away from this app for good. i always said that whenever i stopped writing these that thats when my mental health was fixed, and though cant say that rn, i think this is a good step for me. if you see me crawling back, oops.
i just wanted to thank you all, even the ones who've left the fandom a long time ago or remember what i used to be known for haha. ive always enjoyed reading your comments, im just kind of bad at responding to praise, so my bad, but ive appreciated every single nice comment people leave. i look back on them a lot, and i look back at my own stories a lot since they *were* written for me specifically lmaoo, but im an adult now, a dumb one, but one nevertheless, and the older i get, the more i feel kinda icky reading comments of clearly kiddos reading my stuff and getting horny. obviously, wasnt meant for the kids, it was meant for me, and i started writing a character that NO ONE cared wbout writing until dreamsmp haha, so all the attention got to me and i continued it. i think im just too old to be here anymore, and this porn addiction thing ive got going on prolly needs to calm down a bit nowadays. i should try to just enjoy stuff without sexualizing it, thatd be nice.
anyways, incoherent long ramble aside, i still love you guys a lot and i hope you enjoy my stuff even when im gone. again, could be back in a week and this is all for not, but lets hope not lmao.
bye bye~ its been fun~