I know people don't useally read these, so its a good way of getting away with random thoughts and feelings. But damn does it help a lot.
So I hate the sound of thunder, Aboslutly hate it. It terrifies me, to the point where I start crying. Only because at some points, its sounds like a car crash. And yet, I love the sound of rain, love the way lighting looks. Thunder is the only thing that is scaring me, but it is even worse for my sister.
My sister, has what people would call PTSD, and she has been told she does have it. Only because of the amount of car crashes we both been in because of our mother. I want to get over my fear, so I can stop hiding and help my sister. But that won't be napping for a long time.
I am going to do my best, hopefully it works