The need to be the best is killing me slowly I need to be the best gf the best daughter the best sister the best student the best figure skater and I always suck no matter how hard I try I’m not good enough all of my friends in the rink are so much better then me and it’s killing me I train every single day and they do it once or twice a week and they are still better I try so hard and I still fail I hate this feeling and no one understands they all tell me I don’t need to push myself like this but they don’t understand I don’t want to be the best I need to