Origami_Stars14

It feels empty nowadays, don't they?

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Origami_Stars14

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LIFE UPDATES AND VENTS
          
          Ykw I have discovered a new hobby. I started to write poems on shits I mean my first crush who I never get to see the second time . 
          
          Tbh my life is so messed up. Like I am 13 and my sister is 1 and a half and my mom gave birth to another baby. AND now I have to take care of one because my mom is recovering. I FEEL LIKE I AM THE MOM BRO. 
          
          I was happy with one, okay? I didn't need two fucking babies. But my mom was kinda emotionally forced to have the baby because apparently my family needs a boy like WHAT IS THIS ???? 1800'S?????? But the baby is a girl and guess what? Nobody's happy and yk what's worse? 
          
          My relatives are all snakes. Why my life is so fucked up I can't even do good in my studies.
          
           Tbh I am venting. I felt so sad when my grandma was literally sobbing when my sister was born like someone died. I literally hate these people.
          
           My dad is literally saying that I am useless and I don't why I think he believes that saying that I am a failure will motivate me into studying but instead I feel like just giving up and dying. 
          
          When I try to study they hand me my sister and say, "take care of her " and when my results are bad they say,"why are your grades so low". Nowadays I just feel like giving up on everything and running away to somewhere and just do nothing.