Originalsparkstar

Hey, so I know it's been weird lately, at least it has been for me IRL. And that's made a difficult to go back and update all of the older stories, or really any of the stories. Though I have been able to write a few chapters of newer stuff. I have been also going back and trying to update other stories. It's just been really difficult due to a lot of personal things, but I am trying. Right now I am trying to update the Sans reborn in my hero story. But it's hard, a lot of shit IRL kind of killed my creativity. Depression hits very hard, and a lot of difficult and unusual situations have been popping up randomly just constantly. I honestly can't think of any examples at the moment, I apologize for that. I'm just really at the end of my rope when it comes to all the crap. Mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, metaphysically, you name it I'm just fucking exhausted. I did try to write a bit, I had been working on a story for around 3 to three and a half hours. And what happened, pissed me off so bad, I was working on the story when I guess I hit control or some key on the keyboard and then I hit R, which reset the whole thing, refresh the page whatever the hell. And all that work was gone because apparently it didn't save, and that just fucking killed my mood man for writing. So I just took a break that was about 2 days ago. Maybe it was yesterday it's hard to tell time at the moment. Anyway but I am working on stories, just ever so very slowly like a glacial Mound moving across the fields. Anyway I thought I'd make a comment to explain what's going on, that's going on. Thanks for support or understanding or whatever it's just getting so hard to get up everyday. Yeah... But I'm Trucking keep on trucking... And now I'm rambling so cut the comment here I guess...

By the way all of this is going to be speech to text because I don't have the cognitive faculties to sit down and write all this at the moment due to everything that's going on. So it's going to seem a bit Raw, and unedited because it is, it's raw emotion just throwing on the paper/screen.
          
          I thought it was finally time for me to explain why I haven't been updating any stories so far. I've been actually trying to update around 20 to 30 I think, but unfortunately I've been either sick, or just dealing with IRL stuff. Plus the holidays, you know Christmas and whatnot, but that's more of a at the moment thing than in general. I actually suffer from major near crippling depression, as well as other health issues. And on top of that I have to deal with other interpersonal/family issues. Like my sister's kid was legally kidnapped illegally, what do I mean by that? The kid's biological father, who refused to sign the birth certificate. Suddenly decided after finding out he could get a tax write off for having kids. To fuck up the legal system, by claiming that my sister is abusive, and that the half brother was trying to unalive the kid, and then paying off with the help of his current ex-girlfriend, people from the DCFS, as well as filing multiple anonymous claims through Child Protective Services. In order to try and get legal custody of a child that by the state law they were in he had no legal right to because he never signed the birth certificate and wavered his rights as a father. According to the state law that they were in legally speaking he didn't have the right to hold the child in his custody at all. The kids should have went to the closest legal relative, whether it be a grandma, aunt, uncle or otherwise.

Hey sparkStar long time see

Hello my name is Rachel and I see all your story. 
          Sorry if i bother you um you can do reborn as furry fox in another world with system and powers ? 
          If you want i can tell you what powers of the main character will have and also name the name of the main character. 

Boo

Happy Thanksgiving 

I know, I know, I need to update a lot of stories. I'm working on it, it's just hard to get going on them due to a LOT of factors so sorry for that. But hopefully I get a inspiration explosion and can hit it hard like I was doing before with 2-8 chapters a day for a month. Or not I don't know...

An idea that might help you with organizing stories you wanna do in the future and stories you might want to do now is to use the notes app or any other where you can write and start making ideas or writing for some of the stories you have to complete and make the chapters bit by bit you don’t have to finish them in one go just write a little of one story and a little of the other and you’ll be able to finish 1 chapter at some point and also if you come up with a new story while doing this you can use this to organize yourself 
          Another idea you could try when making new stories have the first 3 to 5 chapters written out and once you have them upload them 1 by 1 weekly so you can pace yourself and possibly come up with more

I'm in a weird position right now, a lot of things are kind of happening in real life and online, and it's kind of got me stuck on how to continue a lot of my stories. I have plenty of ideas for new stories, and I know how to start those stories and what I want to do at the beginning of them. But I have no idea how to continue any of the stories I have already started. So to everyone asking me to update this story or that story I can't. At the moment I believe I have 20 to 30 stories I'm trying to update. And with a book log of 90+ stories that are technically in continuation, being stuck on 30 is really slowing me down. Because there are also a few drafts I have that I want to do that I am also stuck on because of stress, IRL issues, and other things. Someone said I should probably put a few books on hiatus and for all intensive purposes. A lot of them technically are, because I can't get to them because I have a list. 
          
          Another issue is my actual physical health, due to the amount of stress I have been having. My physical well-being actually plummeted a lot, I've had fevers, digestive issues, chest pain, migraines, and other stress related physical issues.

Thinking about selling some of my plots, I've to many to write on my own. Think anyone would want them? Also not sure on prices, may give some away in exchange for credit in the story.