OsorenaFear

“I am just like Ayanokōji fr fr,”

JustAnAyanotard

@OsorenaFear "We are just like ayanokoji fr fr!"
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OsorenaFear

@c0mplex_ Yes, I am LiTeRaLlY Ayanokōji frfr!
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c0mplex_

@OsorenaFear but are you LiTeRaLlY Ayanokoji frfr? 
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1hatethisname

Maiden-author, maiden-author! A question from a reader and fan of your "Sole Elite Disclosed". You said that you are a Nagumo x Ayanokouji shipper, will you be willing to write anything related to this ship in the future? 

OsorenaFear

@1hatethisname Thank you for your kind words, dear reader!
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1hatethisname

@OsorenaFear aww, that's fine though. I still like your stories a lot and that will 100% NOT change, on my life!!! 
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OsorenaFear

@1hatethisname My! Never once in my life would I have expected such a pet name, but I suppose it is rather endearing.
            
            As for your question, I'm sorry, but I don't think I can actually write a romance story at all. I am not saying I don't like the genre or anything, as I do see the appeal, but it is simply beyond my ability to convey those feelings appropriately. Again, I'm sorry.
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Ghthjh

hey author according to your analysis does horikita manabu have hidden feats or is he featless like the majority of people say I'm asking because there is theory that he have hidden strategy in year 1 volume 8 that better than nagumo

Ghthjh

your English is really good  making mistakes in the process of learning new language is normal  English is my second language I was learning by watching videos of fan comics of Undertale when I was kid and from the perspective of someone who was using English in daily basis for almost a décédé your English is pretty easy to understand and the reason I think  people don't understand is because some people simply doesn't pay enough attention for example ayanokouji trail the reasoning behind why ayanokouji was the only possible culprit was understandable for me but I found someone who is confused it's not about your vocabulary it's about how much people pay intention to the details and this it common problem in the mind games stories
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OsorenaFear

@Ghthjh I have read both versions, though I probably read more in English since I'm trying to learn English (up to Vol.4 in Japanese, and the rest in pure English).
            
            Perhaps it is uncalled for, but I'd like to share a bit about myself. At one point, I wrote "SomethingLikeThis" (yes, I didn't know I had to put a space between each word in English) and even mistook "want" for "one" on a daily basis. My vocabulary is also quite limited. I do know some specialized terms thanks to wiki surfing, but really, I do not know that much.
            
            Even now, my English is rather questionable. Sometimes I'm sitting at my laptop, thinking about how to use incomplete sentences or "phrases" because I'm not sure whether they are valid to use or not. Sometimes I also wonder if my explanation in the story makes any sense to readers, since they don't seem to understand much.
            
            Effort over four years doesn't seem to have borne much of a result.
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Ghthjh

sadly I can't give you complete analysis because currently the guy who is in the process of the analyzing manabu feats didn't elaborate to much he only said that he is confident in document that explains manabu moves in year 1 volume 8 and class pool  I'll give you complete analysis when he release it ( sadly I'm not really good at analysing so I'll have to wait until people with good understanding of the story to explain) by the way did you read English or Japanese version of the novel?
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TheMustacheMan202

Hey author! Hope you managed to fix your laptop, When will the next chapter come out?

Unlistedquack

@OsorenaFear Thank you, I'll surely give a look. The synopsis is interesting indeed. I assume you watched, or saw that there was an ongoing anime, and jumped into the LN, wise idea, indeed, indeed. Thank you, and sorry for being intrusive.
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OsorenaFear

@Unlistedquack Rather than reading books, I'm the type of person who wiki-surfs every now and then out of boredom. Although, if you were to ask what I'm currently reading, it would be Shibou Yuugi.
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Unlistedquack

@OsorenaFear
            
            sorry if it has already been asked, but, what do you read? Light Novels, books.. I've been running low on content as of lately, and would like to have some series in mind. Or perhaps, any entertainment media in general. Though, I am leaning into light novels as of lately. (it don't need to be anything intellectual ot anything. Also, sorry for the double notifications)
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DayatDayat777

I think this statement is quite late, but I'm curious as to why you deleted your own story. First it was just the second story, then you deleted some chapters of the first story several times? Then you re-uploaded them without changes.

OsorenaFear

@DayatDayat777 Honestly, I don't remember much, but initially, I deleted the second part (the second book) because I wanted to rewrite the entire first part (the first book) again.
            
            Then, on 2025/01/23, I received a DMCA takedown notice, which is when I decided to rewrite the whole thing again, and that fact remains true to this day.
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Ghthjh

what do you think is ayanokouji best strategy

OsorenaFear

@Ghthjh The Class Equilibrium, I'd believe, as it encompasses everything he has done during his time at ANHS with the intention of manipulating class standing and facilitating appropriate growth for each and every one of them in response to the given context. Not to mention that establishing multiple alternative approaches to ensure the certainty in his success, even in the face of the many uncertainties of his environment, is definitely not an easy task.
            
            A lazy answer, I know.
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Shinobu79

Why did you get of your story with Chuya Seiso? It was more interesting than the current story you have. 

OsorenaFear

@Shinobu79 Well, it was because that story has many elements that are directly intertwined with the current story I am writing, I found it to be in my best interest to delete it.
            
            At that time, I never really considered that anyone would find it interesting (which was proven to be wrong given some comments), so I genuinely apologize for that.
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Ara-so

Since others are asking questions, I kinda wanted to ask questions.
          
          Other than Ayanokōji, which characters do you enjoy writing the most?
          
          What made you write Sole Elite Disclosed? Were you inspired by other fics? 
          
          Has writing this story changed your perspective on some topics?
          
          Do you have any tips for individuals who wants to write stories but don't have the confidence?
          
          Feel free not to answer every question, I have a lot of free time right now and started looking back at my old/terrible stories, and wanted rewrite or improve them.

Ara-so

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@OsorenaFear Oh my I didn't know this turned into a counselling session. Are you secretly a therapist? Or is this a facade to make others feel homely?
            
            Jokes aside, I did write one fanfic and published it on fanfiction.net and people liked it. However this was a time when my writing skills in absolute terms 'shit' in my opinion. Ever since then I kinda developed some type of inferiority complex towards myself in writing stories. 
            
            Also recently a 'professor' of mine made me question my writing skills, as he fully demolished my assignment and outright said me to and my peers you are stupid for writing something worthless.
            
            So we'll see if I have the confidence in writing again. If I was writing again it won't certainly be COTE related, as I think there is already a lot of fics that make Ayanokōji so unique and creative that I won't be able to make an interesting story.
            
            Thanks for replying, your kind words and advice won't be forgotten.
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OsorenaFear

@Ara-so 4) Do you have any tips for individuals who wants to write stories but don't have the confidence?
            
            Well, I don't think I can offer meaningful advice without knowing someone or understanding their issues, but if you're inclined, I think you should at least give it a try.
            
            There's a fine difference between "trying something and failing" and "not doing anything and inevitably failing." The former may lead to regret but the latter will definitely result in one.
            
            Of course, if you're still feeling hesitant, that's completely understandable. It's natural to have reservations, and there may be deeper reasons behind your uncertainty. Remember, this is a safe space where no one is rushing you. You hold the key to whether you want to share your world with others or keep it private.
            
            I'll always be here, patiently awaiting the moment you feel ready to open up. Whenever you're comfortable, I'd love to hear whatever you choose to share, whether it's just you and me, or with all of us, your readers.
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OsorenaFear

@Ara-so 1) Other than Ayanokōji, which characters do you enjoy writing the most?
            
            For me, writing from Ayanokōji's perspective feels most comfortable because I have a justification for why the narrative is so dense and hard to understand, given his nature.
            
            As a writer, I struggle with simplification, which is a basic concept for creating a coherent narrative. I simply can't control my impulse to add more detail because I have a perfectionistic tendency toward certain details (borderline obsessive, if not already one), and, well, I'm scared of being misunderstood, I guess.
            
            For this reason, I do not particularly like writing any character in general, except for smarter ones like Ryūen, Nagumo, Sakayanagi, and others, because of the same comforting rationale.
            
            2) What made you write Sole Elite Disclosed? Were you inspired by other fics?
            
            At one point, I used to write "What if" stories for Ayanokōji, exploring different moves in various scenarios. However, one day, some readers suggested that I should write a full story based on one of the "What ifs" I created.
            
            I wasn't particularly inspired by any fanfiction in terms of schemes or themes, but if we're talking about concepts in general, then the fics with Class S (or any extra class) as the main premise would be the ones.
            
            3) Has writing this story changed your perspective on some topics?
            
            Rather than saying it changes my perspective, I feel it is more appropriate to say it gives me greater opportunities to learn. For me, even if two "premises" directly contradict each other, it doesn't create much cognitive dissonance; I simply consider both equally valid within their respective contexts.
            
            For one, I've never been focused on reaching an absolute, objective truth. If anything, I've always been intrigued by the subjective truths of each and every one of you. Whatever "truth" you choose to reflect, I'm here to acknowledge and appreciate it.
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TheMustacheMan202

Sorry but I have some questions. How much is the story planned out? I don't know where the old SED stopped but like Is It just all of year 1 or is year 2 also planned out? Or year 3? And If not are you planning future arcs while you write? I'm just very curious.

OsorenaFear

@TheMustacheMan202 Anything for my beloved reader!
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TheMustacheMan202

Thanks for the answer!
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OsorenaFear

@TheMustacheMan202 It is perfectly okay to ask, really!
            
            Well, this story will cover only the middle part of the second year (it could extend more as I find it fit, but it will definitely not reach the third-year arc). I have already planned the entire plotline, from the surface-level narrative to hidden plots, although the details will be added accordingly for the middle part since they are still in the consideration phase.
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