Okay
It takes a lot for a person to see the truth. To see that at times, no one is ok. That tears are always there, but some just run invisible.
Sometimes the worst things in life are the ones we stare at day to day; hour to hour; minute to minute. The silence and the quiet nights; thinking about what could happen. A little fall of rain could turn into a tornado. A simple sniffle can turn into a disease. But it's the mind that kills. The way it scares us and makes us cower. It tells us lies that we shouldn't believe and tells us truths we have to believe; but can't.
Everyday the quiet stares and painful whispers worry someone like me. "What are they saying?" "They're looking at me" "is it my face, hair?" "What did I do?". I don't get why everything is always so complicated. A simple walk can turn into a stressful event. The people you wish would see you as who you are scare you. The voices telling you "run" "they don't care" "who are you trying to fool" force you into something you can't stand. What happened to the simplicity of life? A tender kiss, a gentle hug. What happened to the honest people? The ones who would hold you when your heart is broken and the ones that would carry you home.
What happened to love? True and honest LOVE. Hearts get shattered and people get judged. "No he's too ugly" "does she know she's fat" "why would I date a cripple". These people that everyone judges and hurt are sometimes the happiest people. Their love is pure and their smiles are a light that shines for miles. That purity is special. They have something so tender and deep that it makes those past tears invisible. All it takes is a special bond to make something beautiful.
The pain that comes from some of the hardest loves are worth the pain. They are worth the tears and the lonely nights. It's difficult, but everything is and will be....okay...
