SEREN THE SLOTH

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Sloth

A

Is

Clay 

Use me. Abuse me. I crave the pain anyways.. 

I am an asshole. 

I miss you, Aide... </3

✨Baby listen to me you're amazing and handsome. When I met you I was in love. We feel in love so quickly and we fought so fast it felt like a blur. You made me smile when nobody else could, you didn't laugh at my shortness, you though me and all my flaws were beautiful, and you taught me how to love. The little things you do make me happy, weather it's you whispering in my ear softly or just us cuddling you make me feel alive. There's just something about you that I can't explain but I'll try. How do you make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world? How just by texting me, you make me smile and want you beside me? You're just so amazing and I love you and hope I never lose you. What you said did hurt me that day. No didn't hurt it killed me inside but I forgave you and I'm happy I did. I can't lose you clay you're my everything. You're my drug, my universe, the air that I breath and without you..id be nothing. I love you my baby, my clay and my master❤️ I know this words but not mean anything to you or maybe it does mean something and I hope it does. Stay handsome, stay weird and please baby don't ever give up!❤️✨

Married to a blade
          Every slash deeper than the last
          It's just my thoughts; my feelings
          This blade; my arm 
          The blood spreading everywhere
          
          Why can't you see
          I am trying so hard to be everything 
          You expect me to be?
          Each day passes by
          Just a cold and lonely life 
          
          I am freezing in this dark night
          Full Moon shines bright 
          The Sun never sets
          My skin grows colder 
          With every passing moment 
          Daylight fades to black 
          
          Why can't you see 
          I am trying so hard to become 
          Every god damn thing you expect me to be?
          As each and every day and night
          Passes by; it's such a cold, dark and lonely life
          
          My soul leaves this freezing corpse
          Lost in the darkness; nowhere to be found
          As Mother Nature withers
          There's no beauty to be heard
          Silence takes over 
          Death breaking free
          
          Why can't you see 
          That I am trying 
          Trying so damn hard to be everything 
          You need me to be? 
          And as each and every day
          Each and every cold, dark and lonely night
          Passes by, oh, it's such a 
          Such a lifeless life
          Death breaking free
          As life fades and the clock strikes zero