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In honor of the soft mod coming back, week 6 supposedly releasing soon (don’t know when), wnd the design for senpai coming out, be on the lookout for a rewrite of my soft mod story. 
          
          I’ve actually been debating doing a rewrite for a really, really long time. I’ve advanced (somewhat) as a writer and hate how the story sounds, flows, and the lack of emotion in it. Just know that the story MAY come back to life ;) 

PLEASE HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY PLZZZZZZ

HELLLOOOOO

i don’t know who in the world some people think they are but they act like they can control me. they literally try to guilt trip me into feeling a different way so i suppress my emotions and ite making me entirely pissed off

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!

I think something’s seriously wrong with me because I’m, like, always so mad lmao
          
          
          
          okay being fr with y’all, literally trying not to cry because i’m so mad at everything and i don’t know why i feel like i’m drowning in an ocean of rage, confusion, anxiety, depression, the list goes on. and i always play it off like a joke because i don’t want people to worry about me but im i’m so much pain. i cannot breath, i can’t even think straight half the time because im so mad about something, and i don’t even know what it is. literally anything gets on my nerves and then im in a bad lord and when someone points it out i only get worse. 
          
          i probably sound stupid asf but i need to get this out (not like it’s going to make me feel better) because everyone i tell i feel like doesn’t care. either they see my messages, completely ignore them until later and they bring up something about them, or they just stare at me. the way they look at me after i dump my entire guts out and ugly cry in front of them hurts so bad it makes me want to string myself like led lights and bleed out. 

guys i finally posted on my soft story 
          and i’m not sorry (this is targeted to a certain someone @M3m0ryDI5c0rd )

╭────┈ ↷
          │            ✎┊freeze ! this is the positive police !  
          │╭────────────╯
          ││•your sweet and very talented !
          ││•drink water right now ! it's important to do so !
          ││•a shooting star with a great personality and care in the world !
          ││•I support you for what you are and what you wanna be in life !
          ││•no matter what happens in life , keep fighting , you got this !
          │╰─────────── ·  ·  ·  · ✦
          │
          │yours truly: @ikutired .
          ╰┈sleepy + syd !!

Happy New Year!! Would’ve said it last night but I passed out 

Happy New Years Eve!