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VERY IMPORTANT NOTE FOR THOSE READING THE ADDISON WOODS BLACKLIST FANFICS! Hi guys... so it's been a good long while, I know, and I know I have apologized so many times and made so many different excuses and I know you probably don't care or want to hear it, but this fanfic is so much more popular than I ever could have hoped, and I know my most loyal are most patiently waiting, but here is the facts. I'm a procrastinator, I'm perfectionist and I am very, very insecure. If I believe what I do is not, or will not be 110% perfect I will not do it, it's just who I am and I need to work on it, I know. That's why when I look back at my work, I don't see the real issues, I just see it all as one big issue and the makes me unable to move on, but now that I have gone back, I see that the problems and holes start from the first book, where I was legit 12 when I started it, a terrible writer, and my story structure was shit. I plan to almost completely start from scratch, rewrite and repost, now that I actually know where I am going with this. I will try to be more present and not get so sidetracked, but as I said, I am very insecure. I am probably the most self-sabotaging person that I know. Also the dyslexia doesn't help, nor that I am in grade 11 now and have no clue what to really do with my life. Those who do, for reasons I will never understand, still read and wait for updates, I ask that you go back and reread form the start. I apologize greatly for having to do this, but it's that, or abandon the work completely, and I definitely don't want that. So, goodbye. I love you all, and I will see you in the new story.
~Owl_gurl_900