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Thank you. And I know you would never ignore me. It just kind of hurts thinking about her ignoring me because I know that if I'm that easy to be ignored by her then I know it's not going to be any different the next time she ignores me because I know it's going to happen again.

Ok first of all, that's messed up, second of all I'm sorry you had to deal with someone like that, it really does sound like a sticky situation, and last but not least, i promise not to do that or anything like that, it really does suck to have a close friend and then they end up being someone completely different to who you thought they were, if that makes sense

I wasn't talking about a friend dying. I was talking about a time I was ignored by friend for a whole Summer and a couple weeks after school started and it really affected my mental health because I had no idea why she was ignoring me since we literally told each other everything. The only reason she started talking to me again was because I played a volleyball game at her school and she was there in the stands. After my game and towards the end of the Junior Varsity game she called me and told me that it was partially my fault for not being able to go to some of the things she told me she didn't want me there for and plus she never even told me. So now we're talking to each other again but it's just weird around her now and it feels like she's trying to jump right back into my life. So basically when I said I couldn't bear another loss I was talking about losing someone I would call my sister.