offline.

Finding "abandoned" or left accounts somehow really makes my heart ache, even though I have never heard of this person or read one of their stories 

man, i miss this acc so much

i miss the night shift :( i will do my anything to make it forever stay in my memory <///3.
          
           till i enter servant felix and art boy/flower lover changbin's world again ~

love ur profile pic of Jion!!!!

um i've opened wattpad after a long time and wanted to read a particular fic but couldn't find it anywhere. can i ask what happened to “The Night Shift” ? it was a changlix ff written by you sometime back <3
          
          

popping back on for 3.5 seconds while the password for my new account resets. . . 
          
          since i'm getting really bad at responding to dms on here, i'm just going to say publically on my message board that:
          
          i started a youtube channel to have some fun with video editing during summer while i take a break from writing for a bit. the link to my *first* video is: 
          https://youtu.be/gPqoDZPKM3k 
          if you'd like to support me, i'd appreciate it! if not, that's aight too lol.
          
          just as well, instead of having to dm me for my new user, you can just find me *currently* at @kisscosmology , and i WILL be responding to dms on there for any questions or concerns. 

i want to start this off with a huge thank you to everyone who has supported me over the last two years (give or take) while writing on this account, i've had the pleasure of meeting lots of different people, some of whom i now hold with the highest regard and love very, very much. some of the people that matter most to me in this life, i only met because of my writing and because of my account on this platform. i've had the pleasure of getting lots of sweet, uplifting comments from thousands of people that i'm very grateful for.
          
          within these past two years, i've grown as a human being in ways that i never thought to be possible. i started writing on this account at age fourteen, and now, at sixteen years old, i feel like i'm finally ready to let this part of my life go. that isn't to say that i don't love this account, the connections i've made because of it, or anything of the like. in fact, i think there's a part of my heart that will always remain here as a token of my cherished adolescence. but as things stand right now, i just don't feel passionate about my stories on here anymore. or, rather, i don't feel passionate about writing fanfiction any longer. . .
          
          it's not that i no longer like kpop, -in fact, that's far from the case. i still love so many groups, so many artists, and i plan on supporting them far into the future. i'm still excited for new albums, new songs, new comebacks, new debuts; -everything! but i want to move on and begin writing truly, fully original works with my own original characters instead of basing my characters off of real people.
          
          to those of you that have supported me here, no matter the duration of time: thank you, from the bottom of my heart. if you'd like to keep in contact with me, message me for my personal social media accounts! and, if you'd like to follow my new account where i hope to post my original stories in the future, just message me and i'll give you the username!
          
          - with love and lots of thanks,
          peachyjeongin.

@heromaniacs i didn't even know kiss a ginger day existed, please-

**trigger warning: self-harm.**
          
          i know that some of us are informed of the current situation, whilst some of us are in the dark. the basic rundown is that people are targeting lee felix of stray kids, telling him to cut himself or otherwise harm himself in one way or another. that is absolutely an issue, if you see something: report it, tell your friends to report it, do not engage. 
          
          but what i would like to make clear is that we do NOT need to be zooming in on felix's body, snapping screenshots of the scars on it as a means of projecting a "he has self-harmed" narrative. we don't know where those came from, and it's not our place to tell felix's story. if one day he wants to be open and express these things with us, then that's his choice to make, and we'll support him in that. but right now, whether he has ever harmed himself in that manner is null and void. just the fact that people are telling another human being to do such things to himself is an issue, and whether he has or has not struggled with any such things in the past is completely irrelevant.
          
          don't post pictures of his body zoomed in to "prove" that he's gone through self-harm. don't attach a backstory to the scars on his body that he's never relayed to us himself. most of the people posting about this are focusing on felix himself, putting a spotlight on him, but i think we should be pinpointing the actions of the people who are doing this instead. report, block, ask your friends to do the same (privately), and let's keep this all under control before it blows up into something dangerous.
          
          and please do not discuss anyone's scars on my account, because if self-harm truly is the issue there, then you're putting that person in danger by pointing these things out. 
          
          i'll finish this off by saying: let's send felix lots of love during this time. use the energy to send felix your love and support, and don't make a spectical out of the people saying horrendous things. thank you for reading.

@uwugotmyback kim jion from n.tic!