SHITSHITSHIT I'M SO SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG I KNOW I'VE SAID THAT I HAD TESTING AND STUFF GOING ON AND I JUST (bottom line: i'm switching therapists and i haven't been to one in about a month and it's starting to get to me and...yeah. (also, on an even more personal matter, my friend's little sister died so i'm trying to be there for her, i'm sorry it's taken so long for me to get my crap together and FINALLY help write))