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I honestly get scared of religious people. Call me prejudiced, but it truly is scary.. like they say hate the sin not the sinner..but some people do the worst.. to the 'sinners' like what if I tell u I'm wlw, what then? U gonna burn me to a stake and pray for my ahh not to go to hell? :'(

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I honestly get scared of religious people. Call me prejudiced, but it truly is scary.. like they say hate the sin not the sinner..but some people do the worst.. to the 'sinners' like what if I tell u I'm wlw, what then? U gonna burn me to a stake and pray for my ahh not to go to hell? :'(

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Stay young forever and always dream because I'm losing everything I've ever wanted. I'm so dramatic as an 18 year old with no b1tches and zero friends who I've talked to in years.
          
          I just wish that I cease to exist when I remember ^^

PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

man I need to shift and suffer psychosis because I can't stand reality idk
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PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

tf is saying follow ur dream goal gonna do to a b1tch with zero ambition to do literally anything much, I didn't even study what the dream requires nor actually wanna follow on with it when ending it is SO MUCH EASIER on its own.
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PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

like my career path won't change my sh1tty mindset 
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now why was it done 2 Jan :o
          
          I genuinely forgot people write smut of idols and enjoy it.. guys I forgot, I used to write sm taekook TT it's strange now that I see that it's moved on with groups like p1harmony ..
          
          Like they're famous now, and they're older now..and OMG I am no longer 14 yrs old with free time and make smxt and stuff.... this what unrestricted Internet access does to u LMAO
          
          I genuinely think that the Internet ages you to be more mature than you are, because i was writing smxt and playing around, while girls my age dressed up and were girlier than me. :')

PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

guys, the only thing I missed was the fact I'd be free on certain weeks. Now I won't ever face that freedom anymore, I don't condone growing up.
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Favs not fans.. I stopped listening to everything as soon as lockdown ceased back in 2021.. all my listening history on like ateez+ many more groups stopped..and I only listened to skz or svt, sometimes txt.. and now I just listen to p1h whenever I wanna and like branching out to other..but honestly sticking with p1h..even tho I'm not well updated on them, like when I was in middle school. TT
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I'm gonna combust i wish I had freetime to enjoy fanfics again, but kdramas and music from my fans are overwhelming all at the same time.. you can truly only enjoy your childhood at 13 before everything falls apart
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Chat I'm scared some guest on my ao3 account said they want me to continue my story i left in 2024

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It's soooo short as well, where did masterpiece come from..? 
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guys, I really wish I had motivation to finish it in 2025 too, but.. TT
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like I didn't even say Y/N OWBEHD I said YOU
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PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

I look so masc but despite that I feel hawt idk man

PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

I might do that one day everyday for school, but for now I like how I am rn idk, anyway I made a poem about dandruff lmao
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PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

Or a piercing, like its like I'm missing idk, I need kohl eyeliner ngl
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PINGSTYLEESHVIS10N

I.look alt but I'm missing the alt, I need the makeup LMAO
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