Ryan I know that you wont read this, but I need to get it out of my system.
You are one of the best friends anyone can ever ask for, and even though you know I want to.kill myself after killing the rest of humanity, you manage to stand me, listen to my advice and cheer me up. Right now, ive reached a really bad moment in my life, and I just wanna die. Youre leaving in a couple of months, so I want you to know that you are one of the greatest things that ever happened to me and I love you. A lot.