Please.Try.Something.Different

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No offense but don't you love how on Wattpad we just love the toxic 'ships. Maybe not abusive ones but the ones where they argue but always go back to each other. Like someone addicted, they hurt each other so much but they're there for each other no matter what. They say mean things but yet they always have each other's backs.

Hi! How are you? Hope I’m not bothering you. I just published a new story about werewolves and lycans royalty and I was wondering if you’d like to check it out? I’d love to have your opinion.
          Thank you!
          Love, Jossie x
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/294665174?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=NiallFictionx&wp_originator=GvIJL6PLCuHxJexdfCqTC1xJQHG1RzCib3w%2BLTSH5AJEbHcRA1MAOfI2CtrAuD4mUeFbRdEnNCfS8feN%2F01AndGzM7Yh8q0OXU7aKTFLBRhVrk%2FEP7FG4XdudJ5nvswr 

Okay so here's a couple of things...
          1.) I hit my head on my damn headboard 2 too many times today and that shit hurt and
          2.) Just imagine some random ass mafia/ gang leader reading these stories on Wattpad being like "What the actual fuck? None of this shit happens,"" or "How do they know this shit?". Cause (no hate) but some people be going into detail on some of these guys dirty work and for once I'm not talking about the dirty when I say this.

It's now 4 am and tomorrow is my birth mother's b-day. I have no idea how old she'll be nor do I really give a fuck. She did me wrong and I have interest w/ her in my life. I'm nobody cares but I'm having a moment.

No lie, I fucking need something else to do. It's almost 4 am... I am gonna sleep so I don't need any smartass remarks, otherwise piss off. I swear I'm addicted to Wattpad. I've read a lot of good book but it seems like some of the newer good ones aren't complete, then there are books that sound good asf but are hella long and I get bored w/  them
          
          UGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!! I'm so FUCKING tired!!!

Ok so, depression. It's a deep and painful topic. But keeping it all in hurts too. I read on Wattpad and i wish I had some of the love stories that i read about. I wish I had that knight in shining armor but, i don't. I'm thankful for my friends bc they try and help and they listen if need be. But to each their own, no one knows really what pain you're going through. I post announcements for me and my current thoughts, so it's not like ppl rlly care. But hey, what ever floats your boat, right? Well I'm floating and that's all I'm doing in this life. Some days i hit waves and start to sink but like i said i have ppl to help me, they help get the water out of my boat. Other days there's so much that you just have to wait until the next day for things to be some what better. I let my emotions out through my writing sometimes or through my dark humour, depends on the joke. Like bleach... It's an inside joke with 1 of my suicidal friends, it's said that it takes 3/4 of the bottle to kill you. That's the whole thing about it. Bleach. Novia if ur reading this u now know what it means. My depression isn't a big deal tho, I've learned to deal with it and it's here for me everyday. So yh thanks for reading to my mini rant, you know, just what i needed to get off my chest.

Okay so, I am copying all my books from my old profile so I will be updating a lot today. Also I will eventually continue with my works. But I just realized how much I've started but never finished and damn am I disappointed in myself.

Even though he won't see this...
          HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JADEN ISAIAH HOSSLER/ JXDN!!!!
          Hope he has a great 21st, but you know not too much. We don't need any cops involved, lol.

Okay so not that anybody cares but I'm proud of myself today. So there's this cute dude in my Math class, right? Well he's an exchange student and I heard his name said 2 dif ways, so today I asked him and he told me what it was. I was gonna ask him the other day when I felt bad ass but the minute he walked in, my balls left. lol. But I asked him today on our way out because of a fire drill. I told him, honestly, I asked bc if I ever had to talk to him, I didn't want to sound like a dick if I said his name wrong.