PainfulSmiling

Good morning, are you still alive?

Hello

Is my mother abusive?
          
          Yes.
          
          Can I fully admit that?
          
          No.
          
          Why?
          
          Because, I don't even know myself. 
          
          And so, am I in pain?
          
          Yes.

i dropped my fucking phone in the toILEEEETTTT
          
          This is genuinely upsetting because now I can't listen to music, and I really want to listen to music to go with the scenes I'm playing in my head and it's a lot more comforting to have it playing through my earbuds while I move around in my kitchen. But now I can't do that, and it's making me anxious and icky. I actually wanna cry. I feel like shit, this is why you don't try to clean the bathroom with your phone in hand, watching johnny depp as willy wonka, and then placing it on an unstable wobbly drawer thing while going on to actually start cleaning earlier said toilet.

Fuck you writers block. I've been stuck on the same parts I'm trying to get done with and my mind is drawing a blank.

@HA1-CUT3 Thank you!! I've just been feeding my tokyo revengers addiction ♡♡

You know, sleeping in on a school day just hits different

Heya,
          
          I'm not dead
          
          Just depressed.
          
          But I'm back and slowly writing again.
          
          I'm just gonna write whatever the hell I want though just to make myself feel better.
          
          But yeah I'm not dead.

M'kay, school is done so I can go back to focusing on writing again so yee :)

Idk why stuff decided to happen when I had a good schedule planned and ready. 
          
          My lovely doggie, Luna, has given birth to two adorable puppies!! They're both boys :)