I Need Help

Not me sneaking back into this account, reading all my past stories and questioning if the me now is currently being possessed by a demon who doesn't know shit about writing.

Hiii! It's been a while, like always. I've been busy prepping for standardized exams. I have to make a book report tomorrow and I haven't finished reading the damn book yet, and there's an entrance exam I have to pass next month, one next week, my motivation is low, and I'm doing absolutely anything but making chapters. Maybe once all the hype is over, when I'm done with the exams n' I've replenished my delicate motivation, I'll make chapter 6 and 7 (possibly 8 for ya'lls sake but Idk) and publish them at the same time.
          
          Anyway how are ya'll? Do you feel bonita? cause you look bonita, inside and outside <33 you are worth it, don't listen to those short, ugly looking bullies sweating in their homes and looking blankly at their screens. You're SO MUCH better than them. Don't listen to your negative thoughts. You're doing so much good things just by existing. Always remember that. 

One of the characters in Bloody Hell has Narcissistic personality disorder, there's no actual evidence to guess yet, I'm only saying this for the funzies! <33

Good English is basically just making simple sentences/statements using fancy words.

I've always seen Gregory as a person who doesn't know how to respect your personal space, anyone else?

Have this goofy convo between Cassidy and Gregory in my 2nd AU as you wait another agonizingly long time for the next chapter. I was bored, and this was one of the completely unrelated things I was creating while making chapter 4.
          
          'Cassidy blinks. "...Im that bad at it?" Sighing, she pauses. "I'm turning myself inside out right now.  But you know what, at least I'm genuinely caring and considerate towards Jennylyn, unlike that sorry excuse of an Afton."
          
          Gregory stampers. "I--its not like that. Evan can be very...kind." He hangs his head, and Cassidy makes a scoff of disapproval.
          
          "Kind? Are you hearing yourself? That self-absorbed, egocentric, little jerk, is kind?" Gregory presses his lips together, a bit shocked at Cassidy's judgement.'

Guess who's POV you're reading from in chapter 4!

I'm trying to find the motivation to write a new part of Bloody Hell, but for some reason I seriously cant. And I want to replace the chapters already for goodness sake, but I'm too busy writing things that are completely unrelated to it TwT. Somebody help me, I am in TOO deep.

Guess what, I have more screen time now. I hope I'll be able to make new chapters. Just being honest though, I'm unsatisfied with the rushed chapters I've previously made. I have a new, better way to go along with the story, and I'm ready to write it with all my heart. I promise you, you'll get new chapters out of the old ones, their way more well done, reviewed, and have a lot more research put into them. I'm ready to take this as a more serious thing-- not just a way to pass the time. It'll help me with my personal problems. And don't worry, I'm doing alright. But I do hope you are as well, remember that you ARE worth it! You've accomplished many things, not just here, sitting on your couch with nothing to do. And I'm proud of you. <33

IM BACK, and I'm not even allowed to have my phone on week days, only on weekends with a 20 minute timer . Oh well, I guess all I'll try to do in those 20 minutes is make a new chapter. But enough about my problems, hope ya'll are having a fantastic day, and if you aren't, hope things will get better for ya. Cause you deserve to be happy. Remember that you aren't useless, and that a lot of people in this world look up to you in a lot of ways. <33