UnknownAuthor707
Hey how are you doing?
UnknownAuthor707
@PaleRider2234 Well sometimes people’s pms don’t work very well so I wanted to make sure that you were doing okay as quickly as I could.
PaleRider2234
PaleRider2234
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"I wake up every morning with my head up in the days,
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck I'll say it anyways,
Every body tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase,
I don't know if it's a phase,
I just wanna feel okay,
I battle with depression but the question still remains,
Is this post traumatic stress and or am I suppressing rage,
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase,
Yeah it's not a fucking phase,
I just wanna feel okay!"
-Popular Monster, Falling in Reverse (it's a banger)
PaleRider2234
So, Rider here.
I don't know whether or not y'all want to even see this much less acknowledge it but I guess I could just be honest while also being ignored by at least 99 percent of you.
As far as I can tell, none of you will care. There's this thing called Elks Drug Awareness, there was this sorta transformation with make-up and overall effects of drug abuse.
Sad fact is, I am born of people who were substance abuse and neglect. Of course with the substance abuse comes bad people who will put you through physical and mental abuse. Blah blah I know none of you care but I'm sick of hiding things and acting like everything is all nice and dandy. No one, or so I think, understands the true darkness that corrupts people and the atrocious things people can do to one another.
Don't do drugs, stay safe, happy Pride, love each other, don't be a hecken dingus. Love y'all, maybe y'all will give a damn, maybe not.
Sowachowski17
@PaleRider2234 I don't know you well at all and I don't think I ever will, and as always I am going to be completely honest with you: no one will ever truly understand what you went through and still go through, because every story and hardship and person is unique. My mother is an addict who also happens to have narcissistic personality disorder, my stepfather was an alcoholic who had a very unfortunate habit of molesting my sisters and I, and one of his favorite things if we refused to comply was to rip off our fingernails or beat us with belt buckles. My older sister finally called the police and we were separated into different group homes for three years. I now live with my dad and stepmom and I have good home now. I will never understand entirely, and I haven't really talked to you before (not because I don't like you but because I tend to keep to myself) but that doesn't mean that I don't care. If you want to rant or talk or anything feel free to come to me, I will be here much more often. If you don't that's fine too, I won't ask any questions. It's all up to you. I can't help you and I won't pretend that I can but I will be here to listen to anything you have to say.
PaleRider2234
Happy Pride ya hecken nerds. Don't be a dingus, love each other, have a wonderful June.
UnknownAuthor707
Hey your back online :)
PaleRider2234
I believe this is a good time to announce my resurrection, sup my duders
casuallycruelx
Hi! Would you mind checking out my selection roleplay titled Galaxies? I'd really appreciate it! Thanks in advance.
PaleRider2234
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Y'all ever feel that crushing feeling in your chest? Like where you can't breathe from the pain? That's what I'm feeling rn and ANYONE who tries to help will only get snapped at. I can't take this D.I.D shit anymore, it's only gonna get me killed one day and frankly I welcome that day. I pray it comes ASAP, cause I'm fucking done
casuallycruelx
RP with meeeeeeeeee!!
casuallycruelx
Rideeeeeeeer RP with me! I'm bored!!