Pan-with-panic

Okay, so I'm having a lot of anxiety about this (literally feel like throwing up, as you do) , but I found a way to get on here VERY RARELY. I might not do it again, idk. I don't know if I can completely delete the history on this laptop, where no one will even suspect anything is up, because one of my greatest fears is someone in my family  finding my accounts.
          	ANYWAY, I just wanted to let y'all know from my own hand what's going on. 
          	My mom was getting suspicious of my time on the computer, so she took away the guest login, which would do a complete wipe of all the files once you logged out. This of course was exactly why I used it to get on here.  Now that that's gone... I might not be back for a long while.
          	
          	To sum it up, overprotective parents suck. Sorry, I hope to talk to y'all soon!!!
          	
          	(I miss you guys)

Pan-with-panic

@thatoddforestnymph Aw, thank you so much!!! It means everything to me :) I definitely want to come back, but I just need to be very careful that my mom doesnt get suspicious or anything <3
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kangsaebyeok_spouse

@Pan-with-panic I hope things clear up. And I'll miss you a lot. I hope you'll be okay, and kudos on everything: writing, the quizzes, and just in general being an amazing friend. Pls come back sometime(REALLY SOON, BUT LIKE ONLY IF YOU WANT TOO!!)❤
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pan-with-pans

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SO!! This is Pan-with-panic's new account!! There was a whole skadoodle shebang with Wattpad, so I can't login to either MarvelLover_TacoLady OR Pan-with-panic. Which, excuse my Italian, fucking sucks. I'm actually mad I had to go through this. Stupid 10 minute emails, am I right?
          
          So anyway, this means I lost a couple of my works. I haven't checked to see the extent of what I wont have, but yeah. :/
          
          But I'm glad to be back!!!!!! @221castiel 
          @Dang_Destiel
          I love you guys

Pan-with-panic

Okay, so I'm having a lot of anxiety about this (literally feel like throwing up, as you do) , but I found a way to get on here VERY RARELY. I might not do it again, idk. I don't know if I can completely delete the history on this laptop, where no one will even suspect anything is up, because one of my greatest fears is someone in my family  finding my accounts.
          ANYWAY, I just wanted to let y'all know from my own hand what's going on. 
          My mom was getting suspicious of my time on the computer, so she took away the guest login, which would do a complete wipe of all the files once you logged out. This of course was exactly why I used it to get on here.  Now that that's gone... I might not be back for a long while.
          
          To sum it up, overprotective parents suck. Sorry, I hope to talk to y'all soon!!!
          
          (I miss you guys)

Pan-with-panic

@thatoddforestnymph Aw, thank you so much!!! It means everything to me :) I definitely want to come back, but I just need to be very careful that my mom doesnt get suspicious or anything <3
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kangsaebyeok_spouse

@Pan-with-panic I hope things clear up. And I'll miss you a lot. I hope you'll be okay, and kudos on everything: writing, the quizzes, and just in general being an amazing friend. Pls come back sometime(REALLY SOON, BUT LIKE ONLY IF YOU WANT TOO!!)❤
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strangest_potato

in a 1980s radio host voice;
          
          a message from OP, she won't be able to get on wattpad or tumblr for an indefinite amount of time. basically her mom got suspicious  and took away the profile that's the only one with access to those sites , she asked me to tell you guys this just so you know she is not in fact dead, nor does she plan on dying in the next few hundred years.   @Dang_Destiel @221Castiel 
          
          she asked me to @ yall specifically just because she talks to you dudes the most

Pan-with-panic

IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH THAT I CANT MAKE COVERS FOR MY STUPID BOOKS UGHHHHHHHHH  
          
          
          
          :) this is fine :)

Pan-with-panic

@Dang_Destiel  You... you would do that for me? :') 
            if you want to, I would love that!!
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Pan-with-panic

@Dang_Destiel basically, since I have overprotective parents, I do this (using wattpad and tumblr, and being Not Straight) all in secret, and the computer I do it on is slowly dying. I don't know what it is. Anyway, I tried making an account with the Wattpad cover thing multiple times, and I can't seem to get it right. I'll just deal until I  move out I guess lol
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Pan-with-panic

"It was so painless, falling in love with Dean"
          
          
          Oh God, please don't make me cry

Pan-with-panic

@Dang_Destiel I'm so  s o r r y
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Pan-with-panic

His steps stumbled.
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Pan-with-panic

“Doesn’t seem right,” he attempted. “You said it ‘doesn’t seem right to say goodbye’.”
            
            Dean stared at him for a long time, and Cas watched the realization drift across his features. He squeezed their hands.
            
            “See you then,” he said quietly, and then he was pulling away,
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Pan-with-panic

Due to SOME PEOPLE *coughs @Dang_Destiel * reminding me of all the Twist and Shout feels, I might be rereading Twist and Shout soon
          
          (Please pray for my heart)

Pan-with-panic

@Dang_Destiel okay :')
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Pan-with-panic

@Dang_Destiel I won't read anymore until you can too
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Pan-with-panic

@Dang_Destiel I'm sorryyyyy, I didn't see this till now D':
            Dean just let for Vietnam, and I'm actually crying, which is almost a surprise, because I don't normally cry, but it's also not a surprise because I literally cry every single time I read this
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