Panda-neku

Hello everybody. Yes, I'm still alive. As you may have noticed, I deleted all of the books I've written as a 10 - 13 year old. I did it out of self-embarrassment, so I hope you all understand >_< I sincerely apologize to those who genuinely enjoyed reading and rereading them, and to those I promised an update. I was young and  didn't have many responsibilities at the time, so I thought that I could dedicate the rest of my time on writing. But now I understand the consequences of it all- I suddenly became cautious of how my books could influence or affect those who read them- and how Y/N would subconsciously reflect on who I am as a person. And it was honestly exhausting. 
          	
          	So yes, I'll be taking a long, long break. I'll continue to use this account but I won't be as active as I was. In other words, I'll be reading more than I'll be writing so that I can learn how to polish and make my work safe for others to read. 
          	
          	Again, I'm really sorry for giving a LOT of people false hope. I really had a habit of making promises- only to break them silently. But I also want to thank you for helping me out through this journey! Deleting my books doesn't mean that I regret anything, I'm painfully grateful to have gone through that embarrassment- otherwise I wouldn't have learned from my mistakes. 
          	
          	You guys have been really helpful and supportive with all of your feedback and fan art, so don't let my actions discourage you from continuing to express yourselves.  
          	
          	Stay safe!

Panda-neku

Hello everybody. Yes, I'm still alive. As you may have noticed, I deleted all of the books I've written as a 10 - 13 year old. I did it out of self-embarrassment, so I hope you all understand >_< I sincerely apologize to those who genuinely enjoyed reading and rereading them, and to those I promised an update. I was young and  didn't have many responsibilities at the time, so I thought that I could dedicate the rest of my time on writing. But now I understand the consequences of it all- I suddenly became cautious of how my books could influence or affect those who read them- and how Y/N would subconsciously reflect on who I am as a person. And it was honestly exhausting. 
          
          So yes, I'll be taking a long, long break. I'll continue to use this account but I won't be as active as I was. In other words, I'll be reading more than I'll be writing so that I can learn how to polish and make my work safe for others to read. 
          
          Again, I'm really sorry for giving a LOT of people false hope. I really had a habit of making promises- only to break them silently. But I also want to thank you for helping me out through this journey! Deleting my books doesn't mean that I regret anything, I'm painfully grateful to have gone through that embarrassment- otherwise I wouldn't have learned from my mistakes. 
          
          You guys have been really helpful and supportive with all of your feedback and fan art, so don't let my actions discourage you from continuing to express yourselves.  
          
          Stay safe!

potato11037

One of my favorite authors TwT
          Im re-reading your bertholdt fic and I suddenly realized how much I've missed him. Your book is still my favorite tho. I hope you're doing well. stay safe always (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ❤️

Panda-neku

@potato11037 hey sorry for extremely replying late! Just opened wattpad after months of being inactive huhuhu. I deleted the book out of self-embarrassment and I had no idea that you liked it so much T_T aaaaaa thanks for the love! I miss him too, but I had to let go of him because of how corrupted the AoT franchise is with fan service and money-milking... Stay safe! Thank you so much for your support <3 Sorry again for deleting the book, I hope it didn't cause any harm towards you or anybody else who felt the same way about it :((
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