PandaKyoki

Hey, it has been a long time and I'm still alive. I started to make some YouTube Clips as a PNGTuber. I maybe will write a story while recording it.

I'm thinking about to stop writing, because my Depression does hit me hard on some days and writing on such days my Chapters become very emotional with too much drama. I also lose interest in writing quickly, or give up on the stories I started.
          I was happy that I was able to finish a story but it made me unhappy at the same time because I wrote too much drama in it, and it feels like as if I did stab myself. The pain of my Character became my own pain. Sorry...

I'm not sure, if I should write Annabeth's backstory. x.x I'm a bit lazy to be honest and I'm not so good in things which are more original and have not that much of a link to a fandom directly ,w,
          I'm also not sure which story to continue and finish x.x

How much I hate my own story now. -sighs-

There I thought, I finally got a comment, and it was just a damn bot ,w,
          That truly hurts ;A;

I wonder if wattpad really shows the reads correctly or not x.x

How strange Wattpad didn't send me a notification when someone commented on my newest fanfic x.x
          Has someone else had that Issue? Because I want to know if someone comments and I also try to reply to them >w<

I'm somehow thinking about writing something for my readers and not only for myself. I mostly did write for myself with my Canon x OC Ships, but I would also try writing Ships like Canon x Reader or Canon x Canon. It can be Hetero|Shoujo Ai|Shounen Ai.
          
          But... I have to know the Fandom and also no Bara, no Hentai (Hetero Sex), no Yaoi (Gay Sex) and no Yuri (Lesbian Sex).
          
          The most important part is the feelings of the Characters and to one another. How they start to grow and bloom.
          
          I think I will just make the Story and in Chapter 1 you can read what you need to know to request a Story, okay? ;)
          
          I also do this to get back to my already started stories and to finish them of course, but because I always feel so down and I didn't get my meds makes it so hard to stay on one Story before doing the next one. >w<

I just reposted my Reactions as Magi Characters to Magi Ships.

I'm currently publishing the Crismon Lace Chapters on Archive on Our Own. I made some corrections and maybe there will also be more Chapters than here. I also started the next chapter of the story but it's not easy, to be honest. Thanks!