Pandapals

Debating if I should delete my accounts completely or just be inactive for a bit. The problem with either of those options is that I crave attention and reassurance, but I hate asking for them.

AngelSlayer5

@Pandapals if you ever think you need a break, take it. Things can be horrible and bad, but they do get better. And don’t be afraid ti ask for help or advice, everyone here is willing to give it to you. 
          	  And if you feel like you need to reset, and delete your accounts, do it. Taking time away from here to help your mental health will always be respected. <33
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Pandapals

Debating if I should delete my accounts completely or just be inactive for a bit. The problem with either of those options is that I crave attention and reassurance, but I hate asking for them.

AngelSlayer5

@Pandapals if you ever think you need a break, take it. Things can be horrible and bad, but they do get better. And don’t be afraid ti ask for help or advice, everyone here is willing to give it to you. 
            And if you feel like you need to reset, and delete your accounts, do it. Taking time away from here to help your mental health will always be respected. <33
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Pandapals

I’m struggling…

gayforregina

@Pandapals *hugs* I promise it gets better
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D4rk250

@Pandapals I know ml<3 And that is fine. There will be something good eventually. A reward for making it this far<33 If you need to talk, we're here
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SwiftiePoet13

@Pandapals *hugs you* it’s ok to struggle, just remember it won’t last forever
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Pandapals

Idk what to do anymore…

AngelSlayer5

@Pandapals it’s ok to not know what to do.  Things can feel stressful, and hard. Know that there are people here to help if you ever need advice. We’re here for you.  <333
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D4rk250

@Pandapals it's alright to think like that. We all get lost sometimes. Just don't give up. Nice things will come eventually just give it time ml
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Pandapals

I wish I couldn't feel so, I didn't have any emotions. I wish I couldn't think so, I didn't have any thoughts. Life would be so much better for me and those around me. I wouldn't hurt people. I wouldn't need attention and reassurance. I wouldn't worry and care about anyone who doesn't do the same for me.

gayforregina

@Pandapals that's really valid but remember there's good emotions out there too ❤️
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Pandapals

I know this is selfish and toxic of me, but I'm tired of putting effort in when I dont get anything in return. So, if people are not putting effort in and reaching out to me, then I will be doing the same for now on. 

D4rk250

@Pandapals hey that's not selfish at all<3  Actually I think that its almost a good thing to realize smth like that. Sorry if I've been one of those btw...
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AngelSlayer5

@Pandapals that’s not selfish or toxic, at least i don’t conside it that way. You shouldn’t have to put effort into people who barely give an effort. And i am sorry, i’mpretty sure i’ve been one of those people, and i want to try to be better
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RoseEuphemiaLupin

@Pandapals I understand, and I apologize for not reaching out more. I'm never confident enough to do so. I know I've been one of those people. Sorry <3
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Pandapals

I'm done trying to experience my emotions. I'm done fighting; I'm just going to give in. Whatever happens now happens. I can't do anything about it now anyway. 

D4rk250

@Pandapals hey its okay ml it's okay. Do you need to talk? I'm here for you bby 
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SAVAGE_WyvernFrags

@Pandapals 
            *Huggggiiiiiesss*
            My precious chiiiillldddd
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d1scarded_tu1ips

@Pandapals sry wheni relapse rlly bad i get to that part in my mind thats too dark so it ends up lashing on everyone and hurting evryone i love so i blocked them so i didnt hurt them at that time, im still in it but i felt childish for doing it so i decided not to and put on s music and started to draw. its rlly rare when i do that and sry for worrying u