Pandasrawr17

Wtf is anyone even on here anymore??

Pandasrawr17

So um yeah, I'm never really on anymore...sorry about that...Uh....So recent things...I have an amazing boyfriend, we've been together for 7 months so far......um...my uncle recently passed away...then soon after my sister...And oh yeah, I'm an aunt now. Lots of drama with my baby nephew, almost died hundreds of times, he's like 9 months old now...Um...he always has surgery...can't eat, no intestines...feeds off of special medication that is hooked up to his broviac line (a line that runs through his heart, etc...Um....I'll be 18 soon enough...in like almost 4 months...I think...idk...transfer schools all the time...Um....No longer THAT emo...kinda but not as much...um my lip is no longer pierced...and life is still a bish XD But um yeah, other than deaths and births and stuff that's about it...of and my hair is no longer purple/pink, it is red.....like my sisters...she always dyed her hair red..Since she died (not her hair this time, like she's dead now) on Memorial day...Um...Yeah I kinda figured that yeah I'll just dye my hair red now...Ttyl guys, I am not sure when I'll be back but yeah, message me for whatever and I'll try to keep up :) Peace <3

Pandasrawr17

I'm such a screw up....
          
          -cries-
          
          It's okay...I know I'm a screw up...now you don't have to tell me yourself, I already know..

Pandasrawr17

@ChipDipChunkyDunk  Hah thanks, I'm feeling much better
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ChipDipChunkyDunk

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@Pandasrawr17 You aren't a screw up...
            
            You're only human.
            
            We all make mistakes, we all fuck up, we all do stupid shit even if we know it's wrong. 
            
            Anyone who tells you that you are a screw up, can go die in a hole. 
            and we can shit in it. K?
            
            Sound good?
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Pandasrawr17

Me: *is watching Attack On Titans from netflix when phone rings so I get up and answer it to hear mom*
          
          Mom: Hey I'm on my way home, did you finish school?
          
          Me: Yes ma'am..
          
          Mom: Good...well how about you go check your gradebook and write down all your zero's- *yelling and nagging*
          
          Me: Yes ma'am.. *hangs up the phone and plans to sit back down on the couch and finish the last 8 minutes of this episode before mom comes home- When I decide to pull the curtains open ALL the way for some reason- and mom is RIGHT there...*
          
          Me: *almost screams*
          
          Mom: *is on the phone with someone so she doesn't see me- i think..*
          
          Me: *quickly closes the curtain, turns off the Xbox and TV, puts the controllers back and wipes off the couch, and smooths it out so it looks like no one was just sitting there, and locks the deadbolt so it takes mom a couple more seconds to get inside, then I run to the office (my brothers old room where I now keep my computer) and get on my schools site and starts to write down my zero's*
          
          Mom: *comes inside still talking on the phone, does whatever, comes in the office* Good girl!! I'm so glad you're doing your work!
          
          Me: O-Oh...uh-huh...thanks heh..
          
          Mom: *leaves the room- never closing the door behind her*
          
          Me: *is always way to lazy to go close the door, so I just sit there 'doing my work'*
          
          Mom: *talking on the phone in the other room*
          
          Me: *still has adrenaline from almost having a heart attack cos ninja moms*
          
          O.O Sorry this was a lot to read haha, I wanted to share what happened yesterday cos after I got my work done, I thought it was kinda funny xDD