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Guess who had their first kiss yesterday?
          
          I honestly wasn't expecting it at all but I am happy he did it. I've been confused about my sexuality for a while now and I'm under the impression that I am bi because I'm attracted to guys and girls.... and yeah, I have kissed a girl before but I didnt count it at the time because I didnt really think about it in that way...
          
          Why do these things have to be so confusing?
          Then and again life is confusing so it makes sense.
          
          But I'm proud of myself, me and my boyfriend have been dating for over 3 months. I started liking him when he helped me through getting violated in places. And hes really helped me with my confidence levels. I am so thankful that I have him.

Is it bad that I've been studying for 5 hours on the same subject even tho I have 5 more classes to study for?
          I hate Mid-terms already....

Only 5 members of my family said happy birthday to me on the 22nd of december. Then today they all say happy birthday to my aunt. I was named after my grandmother's (moms side) and they were so happy that they finally got me but then they forget about my fucking birthday. I know I'm making a big deal out of this, but one of my biggest fears is being forgotten.... sorry for my rant on New years but I was thinking the year over and then that popped into my mind....
          Anyways, Happy New Year.

gay little parxie with gay little fandom lights with a million oranges at 2 am

I hate my life... my crush is my friends very young uncle (he's 2 years older then me) and I know if I say to him that I like him he's going to turn me down. Every single time I see a couple walking down the hallways I always say "Aw love birds... makes me sick" when in reality I envy them. Through out my life I have been played multiple times I've been used. I've never really had true love.... I mean my step-brothers dont even see me as an actual sister they just see me as a person they live with. Every single time I go to my home town, I'm terrified that my father is going to see me.
          I know I'm going off on a tangent but I honestly dont have anyone to talk to about this....

I feel like my brothers hate me. My brother that is in his twenty just came home with a freaking hickey on his neck, I didnt even know that he had a girlfriend. He didnt want me to know, I was just worried that he was going to die lonely-- okay, nevermind I get it now... my step-brothers dont see me as an actual sister whole I see them as actual brothers. Dang, maybe they really do hate me....
          Sorry for this rant I just wanted to get stuff off my mind... I did say a little about my brothers personal life... and I feel bad about it....

Omg, Gerard Way made a new song for "The Unbrella Academy" series. It came out 6 hours ago....
          I'M DEAD.

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Did anyone else freak out when they realized they had 10 followers? 
          
          Why do I have 10? I dont have anything posted.... I'm so confused.

Question: do you know operation pridefall?