Night's Lady

sat in a car, listening do dnb while texting people (because my father told me he's having yet another beer and since I'm already here to pick him up from the pub, there's nothing better for me to do rn) and suddenly a strange lady approaches my car. I suppose she knows my father since she knocks on the window with a smile.
          see, now I have not started my car so I first try to roll the window down but eventually have to open the door. and she smiles even wider and goes "hiiii, come inside with usss, why don't you" and I'm like "umm... see, I... I don't really feel like it. I'd rather stay here" while keeping a huge, polite smile on. and she asks "reallyy?" and I just nod, trying to stay polite still and respond with a long "yeaaah"
          still have got no clue who she was because she just bid bye afterwards and left and my father is not here yet. however, I am sure the way I went "what the fu€k?" aloud when she was far from the car for sure spoke hundreds of words lol
          
          anyways, how are you all doing, my beautiful little angels? <33

haha I got such an amazing compliment from my boss today! it still makes me laugh~
          
          during a conversation about me, he said "she's such an incredible woman that had she been a meter shorter, I'd marry her"
          
          like the way it sent me and my mom cackling and she was literally howling at that because we all in my family are really tall ahaha
          
          honestly the best compliment I have ever received my whole life (coming from a person who can't take compliments at all)
          
          
          any what about you, my beautiful angels? how have you been? :3

šťastné Velikonoce všem, kdo je slaví <3
          i těm, co ne - prostě si dnešek užijte a odpočiňte si, když máme to volno ;3

happy Easter to everybody who celebrates it <3

I swear there's something about my mom sending me voice messages even though she knows I can't listen to them and then gets upset I didn't respond that awakens a special kind of rage within me that I cannot explain. like you know I am at work and can't listennn just type ittt it's literally seven secondsss
          
          anyways! good morning, my beautiful little angels! how are we doing?

hah I drove my mom to the city to meet a lady she's in a friendly relationship with work-wise. she's so beautiful honestly. and she's nice and sweet :3
          but there's that other lady with her and gosh, did she just give me a side eye that had me sending a death stare her way to the point she flinched and now is only paying attention to my mom and the other lady. no idea what her problem is, maybe because I look just like I were working where I do lol and my laptop is covered in k-pop and anime stickers haha
          
          anyways, I had to go to see the doctor today because there have been terrible pains in my body again (I've been experiencing those for years) and she mentioned a name of a sickness I've never heard of. I tried googling it until I ran into a term that sounded close enough to what she'd said. seems like there's more problems that I have been experiencing that are connected to this illness so... we'll see heh I need to visit some other doctors for them to tell me what's wrong with me
          
          besides that - I got myself a new bike! I'll be going to work on it the whole May (as our company participates in a project that supports travelling by vehicles that do not produce any gases that are harmful to our planet for that whole month) and I'm really excited about it. plus, it's the most expensive thing I have ever got myself so far so I hope I'll manage to enjoy it a lot
          
          overall - I've been busy as usual but good (may it not really sound like it but I really am happy with where I am finding myself right now)
          
          and now, how about you, my beautiful angels? how have you been? tell me everything you wanna, I'll gladly read all your responses
          
          I love you all and thank you so much for reading so far! sending you all warm hugs and sweet forehead kisses <3
          
          I love you so much! take care, please
          
          yours shining bright as a starry night,
           ★ Night's Lady

normálně sem takovéhle věci nedávám, ale právě jsem se probudila do zpráv o tom, že Anička Slováčková nakonec podlehla svému boji s rakovinou a ráda bych tady o tom něco málo řekla.
          já sice tuhle nemoc nemám, i tak však pro mě byla několik let zpátky důvodem, díky kterému jsem se naučila udržovat pozitivní přístup i v dobách, kdy jsem se necítila nejlíp. máma mi ji tehdy ukazovala a já byla naprosto unesená. i když musela strašně trpět, vypadala nádherně a vesele. byla tak mladá, ale přesto se tou nemocí nenechala srazit na kolena a bojovala s ní, co to šlo. a já ji neskutečně obdivovala za všechnu její sílu. motivovalo mě to a určitou dobu pro mě byla vzorem v tom, proč naházet hned flintu do žita a ještě věci jedinou zkusit a znovu se usmát.
          
          doufám proto, že se bude mít tam nahoře mnohem lépe. nechť odpočívá v pokoji <33

had to wake up at 3am... overslept but my father was driving me for the train anyway so he woke me up so that was good
          however, waking up at 3 is already pain, right. now imagine returning home from a shift around like 9.45pm the night before. I gotta say I was tired and braking apart lmao
          but now I slept on the train and feel all refreshed! I have the last schooling of this month going on so I hope to learn a lot of new things about my work. if I manage to get all the information from this and the two previous ones into my head and succeed in some exams, I will get better salary and work position so I hope just for the best ^^
          
          and how are you doing, my beautiful angels?

good morning, my beautiful angels!
          so how are we doing?

oh would you look at that? after being an absolutely stupid, reckless, irresponsible adult, I now am going to bed before 20.30 because the results of my previous decisions have haunted my down and pinned up against a wall with a dagger by my throat all day... yay :D
          
          ain't it nice to do something good for yourselves sometimes? [:
          
          (I'm being sarcastic and overdramatic as always in here! don't worry for me, I'm all good. I just slept totally terrible last night and it was all my fault lmao)