🍃Jazz🍃

can we please normalize random acts of affection or just giving something to a person for the fun of it because why do you feel the need to question why i’m doing something for or giving something to you. no, i don’t want something in return, i don’t want you to do something for me, i’m not trying to sucker up to you or bribe you, i’m simply showing you i care, so can we leave it at that?

why am i just now finding out that grey wolves were reintroduced to northern california and THEY LIVE IN THE SAME WOODS AS ME :’)

my tiny 10lb shih tzu poodle mix with 3 legs is missing and there are bears, mountain lions, coyotes, fishers (mean weasels that hunt for sport), and foxes all around where i live. another dog in my area went missing the same day and my younger brother says he was stalked by the ml all the way back to our house the night our dog disappeared bc he thought he heard him whining but it turned out to be the ml (which is normal for it to do. it tends to mimic the dogs and sometimes my younger sisters’ shrieks). anyway i’m just really worried about my dog and i’m hoping nothing horrible happened to him but you can’t be too sure around here when you live in the woods at the base of a mountain. i just want to know what happened to my lil ernie-bern, yk?

i need a good movie/show/book/comic/fic/ANYTHING rec that’ll leave me absolutely wrecked. i’m talkin full on hyperventilating, nose running, and tears streaming SOBBING. i need something that’ll make me want to curl up in a hole in the woods and never get out again. i need something that’ll rip my guts and heart out and hand them back to me so i can stitch myself up again. any ideas?

why is everyone i know irl pregnant or just gave birth in the last 4-6 months? like is there something in the air??? IS IT CONTAGIOUS BECAUSE I DON’T WANT IT

should i stay on the sonography route, or should i switch to art history? it’s literally just one class that would be switched next semester in order to go either route. with sonography, i could get a job anywhere i end up as long as they have a hospital and an open position, but with art history i’d get a teaching credential and probably teach near my hometown or something.
          other than the struggle to pick a route, i just need 16 more credits and then i’m done with my 2 year degree!
          so, should i take human physiology (sonography route), or should i take biological anthropology (art history route)?

i feel like a toxic ex trynna call up my girl for a late night booty call whenever i try to convince one of my closest friends to just MOVE HOME.
          she moved to texas just about or just over a year ago and now she’s moving to florida, like wtf man. I MISS YOU STUPID PLEASE COME HOME.

i started watching heated rivalry bc a good friend of mine recommended it and—UH, WOW, OKAY, it just jumps right into it. no hesitation but complete hesitation at the same time lol
          i genuinely wasn’t expecting to see and hear allat, but i’m thankful as all ever that i’m home alone right now :D

i miss my bestie poo, my 2nd brain cell, my wifey ,’:(
          haven’t seen that hoe since just after new years *SOB*

i’m already so over this year jfc