@Pansexualsinner No problem my friend. You can’t solve you problems if you don’t acknowledge them. I’ve felt trapped in my body before and trust me, I know the pain. I’ve just learned how to love myself. I know it sounds cliche but it’s true. I know it doesn’t work for everyone but it works for me. What I’m trying to say is that you have to deal with your problems in a way that doesn’t harm anyone, not yourself, not family, not friends nor enemies. Find a safe and calm ways to do it. Like my gym teacher said,
”The battle scars you have and are going to get aren’t easy, and aren’t going to get easier, but they will get lighter”
-Zelda Thomas