PantlessST

You know that one know that one diddly darn moment when you move into a new school a you find some bois that remind you of home but like- he also reminded you of a certain football player that hated you ever since you confessed to him? Just me? 
          	
          	Good because he's different than....than him..... 
          	
          	He's nicer....funnier....he cares about me better than him.... 
          	
          	He...
          	
          	
          	Holy shiet.. 
          	
          	T I M E B R E A K O U T A L E X A & B L A S T H E L P L E S S-
          	
          	Or any other song we've sung together you be nice- and finding clothes for than darn hangout tomorrow- 
          	
          	
          	
          	F u c k-

PantlessST

Rewind, now your looking for an apartment with your future husband 
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PantlessST

No you're not. Kill that dream too- 
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PantlessST

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Mmmmm...Not...Not the boy you wanna future with kid. That one. That one kinda fucked you up too. That future is dead and gone. To him. To you. You're better off as friends. Ha. Of even that. 
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PantlessST

You know that one know that one diddly darn moment when you move into a new school a you find some bois that remind you of home but like- he also reminded you of a certain football player that hated you ever since you confessed to him? Just me? 
          
          Good because he's different than....than him..... 
          
          He's nicer....funnier....he cares about me better than him.... 
          
          He...
          
          
          Holy shiet.. 
          
          T I M E B R E A K O U T A L E X A & B L A S T H E L P L E S S-
          
          Or any other song we've sung together you be nice- and finding clothes for than darn hangout tomorrow- 
          
          
          
          F u c k-

PantlessST

Rewind, now your looking for an apartment with your future husband 
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PantlessST

No you're not. Kill that dream too- 
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PantlessST

this message may be offensive
Mmmmm...Not...Not the boy you wanna future with kid. That one. That one kinda fucked you up too. That future is dead and gone. To him. To you. You're better off as friends. Ha. Of even that. 
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PantlessST

Here's something that amuses me. I get forgotten easily. By family members,by friends I talk to everyday. My own girlfriend. It's like everyday I wake up excited for the adventures my friends and I are going to have,only to be left out....only to be used when needed. It sucks....makes me feel useless y'know? Makes me not look forward to anything anymore. They say. "No you're important! You're needed!" 
          
          Sure as hell doesn't seem like it....so now I spend my days watching TV with a blank face,constant thoughts of "my girlfriend deserves better...she doesn't really want nor need me" 
          
          Hehe....right when I told my doctor I haven't had any sad thoughts in a while too.....

PantlessST

PS. I would say don’t do anything I wouldn’t do but uh… you’re me soo…
            
            Get some sleep, don’t drink more than 5 shots and uh…one blunt. Thats all you can have
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Im not doing that corny ass intro. 
            
            Hello younger children me. Its a full on year later and guess what? You’re grown now. 
            
            11th grade year was shit. Don’t ask. Not recounting it. Good news! Your mental health? Better! You’re just mean now. Its okay, dont worry. You dont take shit from anyone. Its all good. You’re a senior now, youre looking for your own apartment. All you need to know is that, you made it. 
            
            You lived. 
            
            This may be the last note you get from me for a while but
            
            Im proud of you. 
            
            Maya. 
            
            Im proud of you. 
            
            I love you. Every rendition. Every mistake, every accomplishment. I loved you through all of it. 
            
            Good luck out there kiddo, you’re gonna need it 
            
            All your love
            
            ~ Samual. W
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PantlessST

Oh, also you're a Demiromantic pansexual man now ♡ enjoy that! 
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