Pao

I tried to sleep..
          I tried to not be scared..
          I tried to be as optimistic as I possible…
          I tried to see the better outcome
          
          And I’m fucking tired of trying  when things are getting worse….
          
          Guys plz be gratefully for everything you have around you.  Your house, your family, friends and pets… 
          
          Love Pao from lebanon 

So something bad happened in my personal life...
          I will not be on wattpad nor on inkitt for a while. No reading or anything else. 
          
          I will continue writing. So hopefully we'll see if i'll be active again in a few months. 
          
          Stay safe guys, plz

Hi thanks for checking in, hope you’re doing okay too! 

Btw i forgot to mention, if i'm going to publish stories on either wattpad or Inkitt, I'm going to finish the entire story first, why?
          First, as I reader, I don't like starting a good book and wait a long time for the next chapter, i want to read the entire things. Because you never know when the author disappear or stopped writing it because of a lack of motivation 
          As a writer, I prefer to write the entire book for myself, because sometimes ideas change and need to change the previous chapter to go with the flow of the plot of the story.

Hi guys, once again happy new year and i hope it's going to be great. I know we need it after everything that has happened over the last 2 years. 
          My year didn't start really well but I'm not going to let it ruin 2026.  I've had enough of anxiety and stress over something I have no control over, not to mention getting blamed for trying to do the right thing, and getting betrayed by someone i trusted, and the fear of another war coming (Which i pray god not to let it happen plzzzzzzzzzzzz)
          As you can see, I removed 'The forest Mask'. I've said before that I stopped working on it because I want to focus on the FIRAINTH's  sequel, which I've stopped working on for over 10 years, and I promised a dear friend that I would continue it. Forest mask is not gone, just on hold and i want to rewrite it. (Trust me I can do better than that)
          I've lost many people I care about, and I've gained new friends; sadly, that's life. 
          I want to thank the readers for their support for Under Her Wing, and thank those who told me that someone stole the book as it is and tried to sell it on amazon, it was taken down thanks to a certain team who know what their doing. 
          
          I don't want this year to be all about hatred. Not anymore. I'm going to continue writing because it's something I love to do, and continue working on my art projects. 
          In life, there's a storm, sometimes big, sometimes small, but there's always a rainbow in the end. 
          So thank you guys, for everything. Keep moving forward, and stay strong.
          
          Love, Pao.

Happy new year everyone ❤️

Merry Christmas everyone ❤️
          Happy holidays ❤️

Just turned 33 today...
          So what happened when I was 32.
          Bad Things:
          .Got my heart broken by getting ghosted.
          .Endured War with another country (AGAIN. hope not again in the future).
          .Feared for my life, my family and my friends during the war. 
          (Surprise attacks, heavy bombs, people dying)
          .Had to watch my best friend suffer greatly during the war. Which was fucked up. (Thank god she's fine now)
          .Anxiety from my old job. 
          .Lost a relative of mine.
          .Witnessed buildings destroyed, balconies on the streets with blood stains and broken toys.  
          
          Enough bad things (Thank god) 
          Now, good things:
          .Under Her Wing trilogy and published (I LOVE IT!)
          .New job that is very artsy and with weekend off ( HAHAHAHA I LOVE IT)
          .Painting and drawing more art!! (LOVE LOVE LOVE)
          .Having my best friends and my friends and family  safe.
          .Ceasefire (Hope it stays that way, PLEASE!)
          .New  Era is rising (please be good this time) 
          
          I wish I had more good things but let's hope for the best.
          And I hope you guys have good things in life.
          
          Take care everyone and stay safe.

          I Woke up this morning with more terrible news again.
          And when I thought and hoped that things will get better… as usual false hope
          Just for one month, ONE MONTH, I’d like to wake up every morning hearing nothing but good news. But unfortunately that will never happen.
          
          Stay safe everyone, please… 
          
          And please take care of your loved ones, family and friends. You never know how precious and amazing they are, 
          Until you lose them for good. 
          

We are just ordinary people driven to revenge in the name of justice.
          But if revenge is called justice, then that justice breeds yet more revenge and becomes a chain of hatred.
             _Pain/ Naruto
          
          It's happening now where I am. The real question is
          Who will break the cycle of HATRED and REVENGE!!!