Pao

Just turned 33 today...
          So what happened when I was 32.
          Bad Things:
          .Got my heart broken by getting ghosted.
          .Endured War with another country (AGAIN. hope not again in the future).
          .Feared for my life, my family and my friends during the war. 
          (Surprise attacks, heavy bombs, people dying)
          .Had to watch my best friend suffer greatly during the war. Which was fucked up. (Thank god she's fine now)
          .Anxiety from my old job. 
          .Lost a relative of mine.
          .Witnessed buildings destroyed, balconies on the streets with blood stains and broken toys.  
          
          Enough bad things (Thank god) 
          Now, good things:
          .Under Her Wing trilogy and published (I LOVE IT!)
          .New job that is very artsy and with weekend off ( HAHAHAHA I LOVE IT)
          .Painting and drawing more art!! (LOVE LOVE LOVE)
          .Having my best friends and my friends and family  safe.
          .Ceasefire (Hope it stays that way, PLEASE!)
          .New  Era is rising (please be good this time) 
          
          I wish I had more good things but let's hope for the best.
          And I hope you guys have good things in life.
          
          Take care everyone and stay safe.

          I Woke up this morning with more terrible news again.
          And when I thought and hoped that things will get better… as usual false hope
          Just for one month, ONE MONTH, I’d like to wake up every morning hearing nothing but good news. But unfortunately that will never happen.
          
          Stay safe everyone, please… 
          
          And please take care of your loved ones, family and friends. You never know how precious and amazing they are, 
          Until you lose them for good. 
          

We are just ordinary people driven to revenge in the name of justice.
          But if revenge is called justice, then that justice breeds yet more revenge and becomes a chain of hatred.
             _Pain/ Naruto
          
          It's happening now where I am. The real question is
          Who will break the cycle of HATRED and REVENGE!!!

Dear Readers
          Under Her Wing Sanctuary IS BACK ON INKITT!!!
          IT'S DONE!!!
          ENJOY!!!!
          
          Thanks to many writers including  @Cara4897 @YurikoHime @Svetaivanova and many more for their incredible stories that inspired me to write the Under Her Wing Trilogy. 
          From 2017 to 2025

So much for hope of a ceasefire :( 
          Going back to war ????
          I don’t know ‍♀️ 

Hey, just for your information, this author @_https_Remy_ stories all have word-for-word copies of various authors in this platform like @YurikoHime @ShayZayit @Troplet @LBrooks23 @Taleth and others. This person has "written" 17 books in a few months, all of which are Frankensteined from other books with very few changes to them, and that's why their books keep getting deleted. I have side-by-side screenshots as proof if you're interested. Let me know....

Finally...
          A Ceasefire....
          let's hope it will last

Dear readers,
          
          For more than a month I stopped editing Under Her Wing 3.
          I had an art project I needed to do, plus the anxiety of this war in my country was too much to the point I couldn't do anything.
          As you read my previous wall posts of what I go through everyday. 
          Now I'm back editing and hopefully, I will finish it and upload it by Christmas.
          If the situation is better by then.
          Cause everyday I hear sounds above me, morning noon and night.
          Who knows, I might end up.... 
          But that is backed up, don't worry. 
          
          Your Christmas gift will be the book hopefully.
          While mine should be the end of this war. And I really hope we both get what we want.
          
          Please readers, remember this, 
          you never know how precious a place or someone is until you lose them. 
          Be grateful for them.
          Take care...
          Love, Pao from Lebanon.

Cedar,
          I have a question....
          What has this 2-year-old baby girl done to have to endure such horrible burns on her body?
          The moment I heard her cries and saw her...
          Is there another word to describe what I did other than "Crying heavily"?
          
          Cedar...
          Is there any hope?
          
          When can I sleep without fear? When can I wake up in the morning and not ask where the dragon attacked and how many it killed?

Cedar...
          
          It's hopeless...