ParMith

Hello my lovely people. I hope you are all doing well.
          	
          	I’ve noticed that some of you have picked up on my absence and even reached out to check on me. Thank you so much for that care, it truly means more than I can put into words.
          	
          	I haven’t been feeling well for the past few days and the story I was working on also wasn’t coming together the way I had hoped. So, I decided to pause for a bit. As many of you may already know from reading my stories, I tend to overthink and feel things very deeply. Recently, something has disrupted that entire process for me.
          	
          	There has been a death in my close family and the hardest part is that it hasn’t affected me the way it “should.” I didn’t even attend the funeral and I’m not mourning the way people expect. Instead, I find myself feeling numb. My mind keeps returning to how deeply that person’s actions affected my life and the suffering I endured and continue to endure because of them. I also realize that I’m not able to forgive them and even though I know that none of this truly matters now, these thoughts refuse to let go.
          	
          	I think I need a little time to find my balance again and return to some sense of normalcy. I’m sharing this because I truly miss writing and interacting with you all and I felt you deserved to know why I’ve been away.
          	
          	I hope you all had a beautiful Christmas and I wish that the coming year brings you abundant love, peace and joy. Thank you for being patient with me.

Moonlightsighs_13

@ParMith Thank you for trusting us with something so personal. Please don’t feel the need to grieve, heal, or forgive in any way that others expect your feelings are valid exactly as they are. Numbness, confusion, distance… all of it is part of surviving, not failing.
          	  
          	  Take all the time you need to find your balance again. Your words will come back when they’re ready, and until then, know that you’re not alone. We’re here not demanding, not rushing just quietly rooting for you and sending you strength and gentleness 
          	  
          	  Wishing you peace, warmth, and moments of light in the coming days. Take care of yourself.
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Jambu2003

@ParMith Hi Author,
          	  Happy New year ✨
          	  I don't know why but I feels like I know this feeling because recently I lost someone close but don't know why or how I don't react at the exact moment , just see the moment passing and feel everything numb but it's been 6 months I can't forget the image the numb feeling and can't accept the death also it's like feeling everything but hollow from inside.
          	  
          	  Just take your time, take care of yourself, or if you love traveling take yourself on a little trip. You love writting because you can express your thoughts your unsaid word through it so don't make this love like a pressure make it like a energy drink that's boost you in your lowest.
          	  
          	  So make yourself happy and light and also I wish, this year bring your heart a lot of happiness, peace 
          	  Always stay happy and healthy 
          	  Good Night 
          	  
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Banaki

@ParMith Thanks for letting us know.  We all have those we can't forgive. However, forgiveness isn't for them. It's for you and your peace. If you need to write it down, do . Write down whatever emotion you feel and the suffering you went through. Write as many times as you need a to. And when you are done, burn the papers with those words. Do it safely. Take all the time you need for yourself and your health.  Many blessings ,joy, and healing to you going forward.  See you soon.  You got this. ❤️
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Moonlightsighs_13

Hi Author,
          How are you? I truly hope you’re doing okay right now.
          Please take all the time you need and take good care of yourself. We’ll be here. 

Moonlightsighs_13

@ParMith I’m so glad to hear you’re recovering.
            Please take your time and focus on healing — your health comes first.
            Sending you strength and warmth ✨️ ❤️
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ParMith

@Moonlightsighs_13 Hello… I’m feeling a little better now. I was in the hospital for a few days and got discharged yesterday. Slowly recovering. Thank you so much for asking. Take care ❣️
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ParMith

Hello my lovely people. I hope you are all doing well.
          
          I’ve noticed that some of you have picked up on my absence and even reached out to check on me. Thank you so much for that care, it truly means more than I can put into words.
          
          I haven’t been feeling well for the past few days and the story I was working on also wasn’t coming together the way I had hoped. So, I decided to pause for a bit. As many of you may already know from reading my stories, I tend to overthink and feel things very deeply. Recently, something has disrupted that entire process for me.
          
          There has been a death in my close family and the hardest part is that it hasn’t affected me the way it “should.” I didn’t even attend the funeral and I’m not mourning the way people expect. Instead, I find myself feeling numb. My mind keeps returning to how deeply that person’s actions affected my life and the suffering I endured and continue to endure because of them. I also realize that I’m not able to forgive them and even though I know that none of this truly matters now, these thoughts refuse to let go.
          
          I think I need a little time to find my balance again and return to some sense of normalcy. I’m sharing this because I truly miss writing and interacting with you all and I felt you deserved to know why I’ve been away.
          
          I hope you all had a beautiful Christmas and I wish that the coming year brings you abundant love, peace and joy. Thank you for being patient with me.

Moonlightsighs_13

@ParMith Thank you for trusting us with something so personal. Please don’t feel the need to grieve, heal, or forgive in any way that others expect your feelings are valid exactly as they are. Numbness, confusion, distance… all of it is part of surviving, not failing.
            
            Take all the time you need to find your balance again. Your words will come back when they’re ready, and until then, know that you’re not alone. We’re here not demanding, not rushing just quietly rooting for you and sending you strength and gentleness 
            
            Wishing you peace, warmth, and moments of light in the coming days. Take care of yourself.
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Jambu2003

@ParMith Hi Author,
            Happy New year ✨
            I don't know why but I feels like I know this feeling because recently I lost someone close but don't know why or how I don't react at the exact moment , just see the moment passing and feel everything numb but it's been 6 months I can't forget the image the numb feeling and can't accept the death also it's like feeling everything but hollow from inside.
            
            Just take your time, take care of yourself, or if you love traveling take yourself on a little trip. You love writting because you can express your thoughts your unsaid word through it so don't make this love like a pressure make it like a energy drink that's boost you in your lowest.
            
            So make yourself happy and light and also I wish, this year bring your heart a lot of happiness, peace 
            Always stay happy and healthy 
            Good Night 
            
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Banaki

@ParMith Thanks for letting us know.  We all have those we can't forgive. However, forgiveness isn't for them. It's for you and your peace. If you need to write it down, do . Write down whatever emotion you feel and the suffering you went through. Write as many times as you need a to. And when you are done, burn the papers with those words. Do it safely. Take all the time you need for yourself and your health.  Many blessings ,joy, and healing to you going forward.  See you soon.  You got this. ❤️
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ParMith

Hi everyone, I hope you’re all doing well ❤️
          
          I realized I made a small mistake while posting Beneath the Surface. I had written “The End” at the end of Chapter 35, even though there are Aftermath chapters that follow. I’m really sorry for the confusion.
          
          The reason this happened is because I initially thought I would post the aftermath after a gap of a few days or weeks, but I couldn’t bring myself to make you all wait. So, I posted those chapters earlier than planned and, in the process, forgot to remove “The End” from Chapter 35.
          
          I’ve corrected it now and added a note at the end of Chapter 35 saying: “Please do read the aftermath. The story doesn’t end here.”
          
          Once again, my apologies for the mix-up and thank you so much for your patience and understanding. It truly means a lot to me.

thetaurus29

Bütün hikayelerini okudum sevgili @ParMith. Hepsi birbirinden güzeldi. Umarım sağlığın yerindedir. Şimdiden yeni yılın kutlu olsun. Umarım bizlere çok yakında yeni hikayeler yazarsın. Kendine dikkat et

ParMith

@thetaurus29 Your message made me smile, thank you for taking the time to read all my stories. I’m grateful for your wishes and I hope the new year brings you happiness too. Take care. ❤️
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ParMith

Hello everyone, how are you? ❤️
          
          I am here again to share something that has been asked to me many times, why I write only BeckFreen or not FreenBeck.
          
          To be very honest, I do not write positions. I write emotions. I write love.
          
          In my stories, both hold power. The power never belongs to just one. Sometimes Freen leads. Sometimes Becky leads. Sometimes they meet exactly in the middle. And for me, that is what love truly is fluid, mutual, equal and alive.
          
          When I look at Freen, I see someone emotionally rich, soft, calm, pure and overflowing with feeling. What many people forget is that softness does not cancel strength. The way I see her, Freen has been strong from a very young age. She has struggled, she has worked, she has stood beside her mother and supported her through life with quiet endurance. That kind of strength does not shout. It survives. It learns. It carries responsibility without making noise. And that is exactly why, to me, her softness feels even more powerful. Not weak. Not helpless. She is like an angel carrying an entire universe of emotions inside her. She does not need protection in the way people often assume. She deserves unconditional love, deep safety, warmth and tenderness without limits.
          
          And when I look at Becky, I see myself. I remember there was a time when Freen was going through a lot and I quietly watched how Becky stood beside her like a rock. Calm. Unshaken. Grounded. Becky never makes noise about her strength but her presence alone feels protective. She listens deeply. She thinks before she speaks. She carries herself with a quiet grace that doesn’t need to prove anything. To me, that kind of calm strength is the most powerful kind. She is not just strong on the outside. She is beautiful inside and out and that beauty reflects in the way she holds people she cares about…continued below

ParMith

@Banaki Thankoooo ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Banaki

WOW....I love this. I feel this describes them both well. I see this, too. Your writing is awesome, and  keep it up.❤️❤️❤️❤️
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ParMith

@arintia_89 Thank youuuuu ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Moonlightsighs_13

Hi Author, how are you?
          I’m coming here after some time… I’ve been going through a difficult patch in life, so I ended up detaching myself from everything for a while. But after sorting things out a little, I felt the need to return — to escape the harsh reality for a moment.
          
          Like I’ve said before, your space has always been healing and soothing for me. It gives me comfort, peace, and a gentle escape when everything feels too heavy. Sometimes all we need is a quiet corner where we can breathe again… and your stories have always been that place for me. 
          
          So when I came back, the first thing I did was finish ‘Married to Chaos,’ and honestly, it made me smile in a way I had forgotten for some time. It’s such an uplifting, humorous, and comforting story — like warm soup on a fever day  (sorry, my humor is still questionable!).
          
          I also noticed you’ve published a fresh new story, and I can’t wait to experience more of the magic in your writing.
          
          Thank you… sincerely… for creating this safe, peaceful world for us.
          For someone like me, who looks for comfort in words, your stories mean more than I can truly express. I’m deeply grateful for the warmth, peace, and healing your world brings.
          

ParMith

@prisu13 Okay wow… The fact that you felt a familiarity in my writing even before knowing anything about me honestly means so much.
            
            And your tiny Hindi surprise? Not tiny at all. It completely caught me off guard in the best way. I was like, wait… how do you know?! 
            
            It also makes me really happy that this space feels like home to you. Thankoooo once again for reading my stories ❤️
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Moonlightsighs_13

@ParMith Hehe, I’m glad my tiny Hindi surprise could bring a smile to your face 
            I’ve been quietly wandering around this platform since 2019, just watching, reading. So when I began reading your story, a small part of me already sensed something. It’s difficult to put into words, but the way you write—the tone, the depth, the emotion—felt familiar, almost like home. Sometimes you can just feel when someone’s roots are similar to yours. The way we grow up shapes our voice, gives it a certain shadow, a warmth that’s different from writers of other countries.
            
            That tiny doubt stayed with me, until that one chapter where your Diwali wishes confirmed everything.
            In that moment, it all clicked.
            
            Maybe that’s why I wanted to speak in a language that feels more ours. But Hindi isn’t my first language—I’m Bengali.
            
            Your reply felt so warm… thank you for being so gentle and genuine every time.
            Take care, Author — and thank you for making this space feel like home.
            
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ParMith

@prisu13 Arre… you made me emotional with this message. ❤️
            And wait, you wrote in Hindi??
            How did you even guess I’d understand that?! I was actually smiling like an idiot reading it. 
            
            Really… thank you. Your words felt so warm and so genuine, it surprised me in the best way. And I’m glad you came back.
            
            Sending you a big hug. Take your time and take care ❤️
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UteSchmidt6

ParMith
          Ich liebe all Deine Storys, bin großer FreenBeck Fan, besonders Freen lieb ich über alles, bin nur etwas traurig weil ich Sie wohl nie life sehen werde
          So eine Freundschaft wünscht man sich,
          Ich hoffe die zwei bleiben für immer verbunden❤️
          Schreib bitte weiter, auch wenn es mich manchmal zu sentimental und traurig stimmt, so das ich vor lauter tränen nicht weiter lesen kann
          Sorry das ich auf Deutsch schreibe, aber da fühl ich mich gramatikalisch sicherer
          Ich wünsche Dir eine schöne Weihnachtszeit, take care

ParMith

@UteSchmidt6  Aww thank you so much for this beautiful message.
            
            And please don’t worry about writing in German, you can leave me messages in any language. For me, it is the language of love that we all share as FreenBeck fans. Google Translate helps me understand everything, and the emotion behind your words reaches me completely.
            
            I understand why you feel sad about never meeting Freen… honestly, same here. But even if we can’t see her in person, our good wishes and blessings will always travel to her. I truly hope Freen finds every happiness in the world, and I really wish Freen and Becky stay connected forever.
            
            And about my stories….. sometimes I also wonder if people might think I’m too sensitive or sad all the time because I write emotionally heavy scenes. But I can’t help it… I feel everything very deeply, and that’s exactly what comes out in my writing.
            
            If it touches your heart, then I’m grateful.
            
            Thank you again for taking the time to message me. It means more than you know.
            
            Wishing you a beautiful Christmas season too. Take care ❤️❤️❤️
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ParMith

Hi Everyone for the story 'The promise you made'
          
          The story naturally shifts from heartbreak to healing, I’m considering creating a Book 2 to keep the pacing clean and the arcs organized. Before I decide, I’d like to hear from you.
          Would you enjoy Book 2 starting from their healing or should it remain one long book?

ParMith

@parker_199 @kaikai1919 @Banaki @arintia_89 Thank you for the replies. We continue in the same book at the same place❤️
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arintia_89

@ParMith if considering that the Book 2 specifically for the healing story and to keep the pacing clean and organized, you might create the Book 2. But for me, it's either continue in one long book or Book 2, will works perfectly on me. Because your works are really good Author, you can write and continue it based on your preference and comfort 
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Banaki

@ParMith I  see what you been by having a book 2. It would be a continuing flow of everything.  This story has been enlightening and eye-opening at the same time. Looking forward to seeing more updates. ❤️❤️
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Jambu2003

Hello mam,
          Good Evening,
          I am Sneha,
          I read all your Stories 
          It's amazing how you portrait every emotion every conversation it is too good 
          I am a Beckfreen fan and personally Bec,,,, and how beautiful you express her character are excellent, the depth of the character is amazing,,,,
          I read every story but "Beneath the Surface" and "Married to Chaos" are my favourite 
          "Beneath the Surface" is like I remember every line is too good
          Thank you for all the stories and 
          eagerly waiting for your next story 
          Thank you 
          All the best 
          Be happy and healthy 

ParMith

@Jambu2003 ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Jambu2003

@Jambu2003 You are Welcome and Thank you for sharing the little details about your thoughts 
            I will be eagerly waiting for the next series of Married to Chaos and also another story
            
            Thank you for replying,
            
            Always Be Happy,
            Stay safe and healthy  
            Good Night 
            
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ParMith

@Jambu2003 Hello Sneha,
            Good evening ❤️
            
            Thank you so much for taking the time to write this to me. Truly, it means more than you probably realize. Knowing that my stories touched you and that you connected so deeply with them makes every late night, every emotional scene and every moment of doubt worth it.
            
            It makes me incredibly happy to hear that you loved the way Becky is written and felt the depth I tried to give her. She holds a very special place in my heart and to know you saw her the way I hoped readers would… that is something I will treasure.
            
            Beneath the Surface and Married to Chaos being your favourites makes me smile so much. Beneath the Surface is very close to me too and hearing that you remember its lines feels like the biggest compliment. And just to share a little with you — the Becky in Married to Chaos is very close to my dream partner and that is exactly why I started that series for Becky and Freen. I will definitely continue it once I complete the story I am currently working on.
            
            Thank you for your kindness, your encouragement and your beautiful words. 
            Readers like you are the reason I continue to write. I promise I will keep pouring my heart into every story.
            
            Stay safe, stay happy and thank you once again for being here ❤️
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