ParallelMax

Okay the Gachiakuta intro is a vibe

ParallelMax

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I WISH i was perpetually cold because as it is i am perpetually fucking hot and it makes me feel like im DYING even at a normal temperature of 77 degrees inside i feel like im about to sweat through my clothes why the HELL do i have hot flashes at NINETEEN IM NOT EVEN FUCKING TWENTY YET

ParallelMax

I think im in the final stretch of cleaning my room guys i have everything kinda in piles and sorted now i have all the bedding to put on my bed and finish out the organizing of all my clothes and trinkets into their final spots i cant believe this and then i get to paint my walls later too

ParallelMax

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It feels like trying to clean my room hasnt even acomplished anything.  I let it get so bad for years cause ive been stupid depressed, and i was trying to change that yesterday.  I spent hours moving shit around, grouping it based on what i need to keep, what to let go of, laundry, and trash.  And its still not enough.  I wanted it done by last night, and it just wasnt.  And now i feel almost more depressed than before because what do you mean i spent all that time making all that progress and it didnt even do anything to improve how i feel?  What do you mean i just feel more depressed than ever?

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@The_Lion_Prince yeah its a bunch of bullshit like just make me happy now not in the long run
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The_Lion_Prince

@ParallelMax Depression sucks like that, because it feels like putting in the effort to make it better should help right away. But it takes so long to even notice a difference that it's hard to continue putting in that work.
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