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I was feeling feminine today so I tried on one of my dresses I bought and never wore because it made me feel dysphoric. I felt comfortable wearing it but as soon as I took it off I felt like shit because I wasn’t as feminine looking. 
          
          I found that I’ll feel like looking more masculine sometimes and want to make huge changes to how I look, but then I’ll remember that at some point that won’t feel comfortable either because I’ll feel more feminine or just anything else. So I’m in a state of wanting to die a lot recently.
          

I just saw a youtube video of reki from sk8 as peko pekoyama in his past. I fucKing hate crossovers. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET SKATER BOY REKI FROM PEKO THEY ARENT EVEN CLOSE TO BEING THE SAME PERSON THESE PEOPLE ARE JUST RECHING AT THIS POINT. anyways in conclusion, I'm all for you doing what you want, but if you are gonna do a crossover make it make fucking sense and give me atleast 10 good reasons as to why the character could be the same. If not it just doesnt make sense and shouldn't be a crossover. 

Deleting one of my books and a chapter or two, idk how many is in it, of my other book.
          Mostly because it's either irrelevant or my opinion on some things have changed. 
          One has to do with the reddit post on a bnha shipping matter, I don't like the fandom and didn't really when I posted that, I just didn't agree with the points on it. I don't want anything to do with that fandom and I'm not a fan of the anime anymore. I don't think this is really anything I needed to say but if for some reason someone wondered why they were gone this is why.

Also regarding my last post.
          
          If you ever need anyone to talk to about stuff like your mental health, sexuality, gender identity, I'm here. I enjoy helping people even if I'm not that good at expressing things or understanding emotions of others. My messages are always open.
          
          ~Parent Finley

I THINK I'VE FIGURED MYSELF OUT.
          okay so I've always been just attracted to people regardless their gender which is referred to as pansexual and that's wht I've been going by for about 2 years now, I've questioned it before but I've always come back to just being referred to as that. I don't really care for labels but that's what's I'll being going by if anyone asks.
          ON TO THE MAIN THING.
          so I've been struggling a lot with my gender identity recently. I don't really feel like a girl, which is what i was born as, but I also don't feel like a boy or non binary or anything of the sort. So if anyone is interested, you can call me whatever you want or just call me Finley(not my real name). I just kinda wanna vibe and not worry about my gender or anything, they/them pronouns are always safe but it doesn't really matter. If I start to think differently I'll make another post.
          
          I know no one is gonna read this as people don't really read my posts, but I wanted to get this of my chest. I'm very open with people about my sexuality and stuff as it's always just been an open topic in my family and friend group, but I don't really feel comfortable telling anyone about my gender crisis situation just yet and wanted somewhere to talk about it.
          
          ~Finley

I thought this was common sense but it seems some people don't get it. If theres a content creator who is a MINOR, and doesn't want their age known, do not speculate what you think it is. It's none of your business, it's their private info and what they are comfortable with sharing is up to them. And don't get mad when people say your being weird or tou should stop. Respect boundaries, especially of people you don't know.

Y’all I’m getting tired of seeing gacha kids taking peoples characters and changing their design or personality and then getting upset when people say not to do that. They all use the same excuse “it’s my character I can do what I want stop being picky” IT IS NOT YOUR FUCKING CHARACTER, you had no part in making the character, you put it in an app but that doesn’t mean you have all creative rights to it and can get made when someone calls you out. I’m fine with the community and if you want to you can change the clothes or something, but don’t change the personality, race, ethnicity, and don’t give them animal features which I see a lot do for some reason. 
          Another thing stop adding yourself into a story and making yourself this scary op demon lord whatever that everyone is afraid of when they go hulk, like it’s just so dumb and no one finds it amusing.
          Anyways that’s my rant sorry if you’re a gacha creator or something but this doesn’t apply to all of them, I get that it takes a lot of time to create stuff like that, but please don’t ever say “it’s my character” or “I created it” just because you put it in an app.
          There are some exceptions I guess but I don’t feel like getting into it

We're gonna tall about cha ging the race of characters.
          I see a lot of people white washing and changing people characters, it's not your character and you can't change them however you see fit, using the excuse you made the character like you drew it or made it in gacha(which is where I see alot of it and I hate it) you may have made a picture of it or whatever but it's not your character and you don't have the choice on what their race is. 
          I've seen some people address this for their characters how people were white washing them and they weren't happy about it. 

Should I do a rating ship book cause I really want to, if so give me ideas so I know what you’d like to see
          I doubt anyone will respond but leap of faith ig

I just watched the given movie
          My fucking boys, I love them
          And fucking mafuyu's new song I can't
          I have another song to learn now