Ugh! I don’t know what to say. I feel like crap. I am mad, sad, happy, etc. I am having the time of my life and then BOOM I want to die in hole once again. This is crap. I was doing great but then one thing happens and then one more then another, then another, next thing I am drowning from reality. I made one wrong choice and it has ruined my life. Ugh! I hate my life! Can I just die already!