Paris ♡

Hey guys uhm what did yall think about Miguel's new haircut? I love it but his beautiful hair is gone. Also I'm sorry for never being on here I've just been spiraling and just engaging in extremely dangerous and unhealthy behavior I try getting better but it never happens I dunno maybe there's something wrong with me. Anyways I'll try to finish why didn't you stop me cause I really love that story I had huge plans for it and since the second movie for tbp comes out in a couple of months it would be nice to finish the story. Crazy how I though about it when the first movie came out and finishing it when the second on is coming soon. Yikes I should really focus more.. but I'll try (I definitely won't finish it anytime soon and probably will only start during the summer after my vacation)
          Also my classes this year is so buns all my friends are in different schools I had to make new ones they're cool and all but I miss my girlies, my ogs, my day ones :(

Honestly I feel like I only ever come back to wattpad to vent but what else can I do? My life is shit and my friend's actually don't get it because they're not mentally unstable. Like I tell them my problems but I just spund like a psycho.

Throwing up why is my life a poorly written Netflix teen comedy

I'm sorry I can't update I have severe depression from being socially isolated this summer. I honestly can't even keep myself distracted for long before I start crying i don't like being alone and I'm becoming afraid of the dark. And I've been home alone for a week now everyone's so busy and I'm just alone and it really sucks. I hate that I'm acting like a needy child but I want my parents to be around me more often and I want to be able to go out with my friends and hangout with them it's been 3 weeks since I last got to go out. I so terribly hate being alone I've started having paranoia episodes and they won't stop. And my mom is finally putting me back into therapy and getting me a psychiatrist after hearing me sob for hours in the dark because I thought someone was going to appear out of thin air from the corner of my room. I can't sleep and it's been a week already. And now I cannot sleep unless my lights are on and someone is also asleep in the room with me.

I hate being alone

Bye omggg I hadn't been on here in forever sorry for being gone so longe I've been #emodepressed

Nah why these bitches finally admitting they like me at the end of the year like we finna fight cause I went this whole year single asf and lonely just for you to be like "So uhm I'm not seeing you next year and I love you since I met you" BITCH AND WHY DID YOU SAY NUN!??!

I passeddd. I was cooking this good ass story for yall will be released next week promisee

Thinking about that time I fumbled a guy who was genuinely interested in me cause I had a crush on some dude that ended up dating one of my bestfriends and wrecking her pervious relationship cause he liked her

I hate how acts when his gf isn't around. Why do you continue to treat me like I'm your gf when shes not around. But the minute she comes back you start running to her showering her with affection and tossing me aside. You treat me like shit when she's around but when she's gone you act like my boyfriend? What is wrong with you. Just stop fucking around with my feelings. I'm pretty sure you know I liked you so why do you continue to make me feel worse about it. She's one of my best friends and even the teachers know about the way you behave. They all hate me cause you two are their favorite couple and they get suspicious of me and you even talking. You're messing with my head and I'm tired of it so stop crying when I stop acting like we're friends