Paris ♡

Throwing up why is my life a poorly written Netflix teen comedy

I'm sorry I can't update I have severe depression from being socially isolated this summer. I honestly can't even keep myself distracted for long before I start crying i don't like being alone and I'm becoming afraid of the dark. And I've been home alone for a week now everyone's so busy and I'm just alone and it really sucks. I hate that I'm acting like a needy child but I want my parents to be around me more often and I want to be able to go out with my friends and hangout with them it's been 3 weeks since I last got to go out. I so terribly hate being alone I've started having paranoia episodes and they won't stop. And my mom is finally putting me back into therapy and getting me a psychiatrist after hearing me sob for hours in the dark because I thought someone was going to appear out of thin air from the corner of my room. I can't sleep and it's been a week already. And now I cannot sleep unless my lights are on and someone is also asleep in the room with me.

I hate being alone

Bye omggg I hadn't been on here in forever sorry for being gone so longe I've been #emodepressed

Nah why these bitches finally admitting they like me at the end of the year like we finna fight cause I went this whole year single asf and lonely just for you to be like "So uhm I'm not seeing you next year and I love you since I met you" BITCH AND WHY DID YOU SAY NUN!??!

I passeddd. I was cooking this good ass story for yall will be released next week promisee

Thinking about that time I fumbled a guy who was genuinely interested in me cause I had a crush on some dude that ended up dating one of my bestfriends and wrecking her pervious relationship cause he liked her

I hate how acts when his gf isn't around. Why do you continue to treat me like I'm your gf when shes not around. But the minute she comes back you start running to her showering her with affection and tossing me aside. You treat me like shit when she's around but when she's gone you act like my boyfriend? What is wrong with you. Just stop fucking around with my feelings. I'm pretty sure you know I liked you so why do you continue to make me feel worse about it. She's one of my best friends and even the teachers know about the way you behave. They all hate me cause you two are their favorite couple and they get suspicious of me and you even talking. You're messing with my head and I'm tired of it so stop crying when I stop acting like we're friends

Wattpad ain't want it used to be smh

I didn't have t see my fatass English teacher today yippie !!! I rlly hope that bitch leaves or sm I luckily only have one month of school left for meeee!!!! Technically a little less than a month cause I'm skipping the last week of school fuck that place I hope it burns down. I'm so done with public school so ima try going to a catholic private school that my aunt teachers att :33
          Like my fat English teacher says she gets students but she's just like my English teacher from like 4 years ago she only cares abt her favorites or the popular ones like dawg??? She literally let's them leave whenever and the school won't do anything cause they're friends with the school administrators like okay... weird for literal teenage girls to be friends with grown folk!! Especially since it's the girls always out of dress code (superr short skirts and ripped jeans) and they're always around the weirdo councilor and dean...