Park__Ara

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Life is so unfair.. isn't it? And the reality check of life is harsh. Too harsh. At least for me. Feeling so embarrassed to exist. It sounds ridiculous, right? But yea, i actually feel like.. but nevermind, it's hard to express in words. I actually don't know what and why I am typing this bullshit.. but I have a question..
          	
          	How can I be successful and happy in life like others? 
          	
          	I know, you might think I have gone crazy..? Everybody does believe anyways. But what's my motive? I see no purpose in living this life. It's not like I'm suicidal but I'm just confused about everything right now.. I just wanted to share so nevermind.

Park__Ara

@park_chris_rocky 
          	  Yea, i believe that things will get better with time.. take care of yourself ❤️
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park_chris_rocky

Hey, it's being a long time. I can't say i know about what your are feeling but i was in and I'm in that phase. I'm getting better or trying to get better. You know we can always figure out our life as time passes. If after a month, you visit this moment you will like why i was so feeling for this. Everything heals with time. Just take meditate. Take a piece of paper and write about what and things that will make you happy. You can always find a carrer in that. I'm also stressed about earning money and all. But what to do, I'm giving my best in studying and trying to make up. I'm not the same person i was before covid. I don't know whether covid or me preparing for board made my brain Burn out or something i don't know. I chose a course which i enjoy but due to all pressure of exam it is making me to hate it. But i still love my course.  These all just a phase of your life. Everyday is different for us. Every moment of our life won't repeat. Make a little change in your everyday. It will make a great difference. Just talk with some close friends or parents. You will figure out your life. Don't panic, you still have long years to live and you will figure out your happiness. Be open about your thoughts with your parents. Sometimes they will reply which you didn't expect. I have experienced many things. Introvert brain is damn with many thoughts. I know that as my brain is like that. You will figure it out girl! 
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the-holy-namjesus

Hello behena

Park__Ara

@the-holy-namjesus 
            Heya!! It's been so long. I missed youuu~
            How you doin??
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Park__Ara

this message may be offensive
Life is so unfair.. isn't it? And the reality check of life is harsh. Too harsh. At least for me. Feeling so embarrassed to exist. It sounds ridiculous, right? But yea, i actually feel like.. but nevermind, it's hard to express in words. I actually don't know what and why I am typing this bullshit.. but I have a question..
          
          How can I be successful and happy in life like others? 
          
          I know, you might think I have gone crazy..? Everybody does believe anyways. But what's my motive? I see no purpose in living this life. It's not like I'm suicidal but I'm just confused about everything right now.. I just wanted to share so nevermind.

Park__Ara

@park_chris_rocky 
            Yea, i believe that things will get better with time.. take care of yourself ❤️
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park_chris_rocky

Hey, it's being a long time. I can't say i know about what your are feeling but i was in and I'm in that phase. I'm getting better or trying to get better. You know we can always figure out our life as time passes. If after a month, you visit this moment you will like why i was so feeling for this. Everything heals with time. Just take meditate. Take a piece of paper and write about what and things that will make you happy. You can always find a carrer in that. I'm also stressed about earning money and all. But what to do, I'm giving my best in studying and trying to make up. I'm not the same person i was before covid. I don't know whether covid or me preparing for board made my brain Burn out or something i don't know. I chose a course which i enjoy but due to all pressure of exam it is making me to hate it. But i still love my course.  These all just a phase of your life. Everyday is different for us. Every moment of our life won't repeat. Make a little change in your everyday. It will make a great difference. Just talk with some close friends or parents. You will figure out your life. Don't panic, you still have long years to live and you will figure out your happiness. Be open about your thoughts with your parents. Sometimes they will reply which you didn't expect. I have experienced many things. Introvert brain is damn with many thoughts. I know that as my brain is like that. You will figure it out girl! 
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holly_yoongi

Uhm!?!??! this is so random but i'm GAGGED w the cover photo of "Murder in My Mind'. and tmi, i'm currently reading it now and holy sht!!!! I AM FANGIRLING W THE WAY U WRITE!!!?!!? I LOVE YOU!?!??

Park__Ara

@holly_yoongi 
            Thank you so much for your feedback! I really appreciate it!! Have a nice day/night❤️✨
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_Jenverse_

Araaa you're the only friend I've had since the start and still remember yk you're so special to me though we haven't met and don't talk much ily bb just know that<3

Park__Ara

@_Jenverse_ 
            Awww, you made my day sweetie~
            Love ya✨❤️
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KayalVenkatesan3

I'm your fan of your writing... can i ask you if you don't mind?? Y did u let your friend to complete your jkff series... if it sounds rude pls forgive me... its just a concern 

KayalVenkatesan3

@Park__Ara ok my doubt is cleared... thank u love you 
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Park__Ara

@KayalVenkatesan3 
            First of all, thank you so much but actually i believed that she could write it better than me like she wrote her other books and yea, she did write it like a professional!! If you have any doubt then don't hesitate to ask!✨
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potato_islove

Happy belated birthday Ara I'm sorry for the late wishes may God bless you and thankyou so much for being my friend here in this Orange app  ✨

potato_islove

@Park__Ara yeah fr it's so irritating the first thing I did was looking for your account and text you here when I find out they delete it , sure @yonaisop_hoi
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Park__Ara

@notso_luckyme 
            That's good to know tho!! (Btw, wattshit kind of sucks now cause they deleted the pms system and now it's quite hard for me to stay in touch with you tho).. but we can share our insta I'd tho.
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Park__Ara

@notso_luckyme 
            Thank you soooo much!!! Love yaaa✨❤️
            And how you doin?? Alright?
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Joonie_blue12

I again forgot your birthday.  I am soo sorry. I'll buy you Whatever you want. Promise

Park__Ara

@Joonie_blue12 
            Yeaaa but I just need your help!!! 
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Park__Ara

@Joonie_blue12 
            Lolllllzz...... I wanttttttt.......... Nothing☠️
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mystery-_-_

Happyyyyy Birthdayyyyy Cutie 
          Keep shining and kick them on ass who trouble you 
          You may live this year Like A QUEEN
          ENOUGH of being the princess and following Prince Charming my foot 
          you are The QUEEN 
          Make them kneel Teach them how to respect you 
          You deserve the world, Babe 
          And A woman who knows her worth nothing is more dangerous and powerful than her 
          I hope You Realise your worth this year 
          ❤️❤️‍
          I love youuu my Lady 

Park__Ara

@mystery-_-_ 
            Awwwww thank youuuuu ssooooo muchhhh diiii ♥️.. i loveee youuuu soooo muchhh for real (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
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