Park__Ara

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Life is so unfair.. isn't it? And the reality check of life is harsh. Too harsh. At least for me. Feeling so embarrassed to exist. It sounds ridiculous, right? But yea, i actually feel like.. but nevermind, it's hard to express in words. I actually don't know what and why I am typing this bullshit.. but I have a question..
          	
          	How can I be successful and happy in life like others? 
          	
          	I know, you might think I have gone crazy..? Everybody does believe anyways. But what's my motive? I see no purpose in living this life. It's not like I'm suicidal but I'm just confused about everything right now.. I just wanted to share so nevermind.

Park__Ara

@park_chris_rocky 
          	  Yea, i believe that things will get better with time.. take care of yourself ❤️
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park_chris_rocky

Hey, it's being a long time. I can't say i know about what your are feeling but i was in and I'm in that phase. I'm getting better or trying to get better. You know we can always figure out our life as time passes. If after a month, you visit this moment you will like why i was so feeling for this. Everything heals with time. Just take meditate. Take a piece of paper and write about what and things that will make you happy. You can always find a carrer in that. I'm also stressed about earning money and all. But what to do, I'm giving my best in studying and trying to make up. I'm not the same person i was before covid. I don't know whether covid or me preparing for board made my brain Burn out or something i don't know. I chose a course which i enjoy but due to all pressure of exam it is making me to hate it. But i still love my course.  These all just a phase of your life. Everyday is different for us. Every moment of our life won't repeat. Make a little change in your everyday. It will make a great difference. Just talk with some close friends or parents. You will figure out your life. Don't panic, you still have long years to live and you will figure out your happiness. Be open about your thoughts with your parents. Sometimes they will reply which you didn't expect. I have experienced many things. Introvert brain is damn with many thoughts. I know that as my brain is like that. You will figure it out girl! 
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IamBeeY

Hello! Are you doing fine? 

IamBeeY

@IamBeeY *sent you kisses* 
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Park__Ara

@IamBeeY 
            Nopeeee, i loveeee youu more~
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IamBeeY

@IamBeeY  I love you more sweetheart  
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taeJKTale

Can I ask a question ⁉️ 
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          Actually I started to read your book "Murder in my mind" and I'm confused about whether it is taekook book or straight book! Can you tell me about it if you (OFC) feel comfortable!! 

taeJKTale

@MC_810 ohhhh!!okay thanks ☺️
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Park__Ara

@MC_810 
            It's actually a straight book but tae and kook are rivals.. i hope you understand.
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the-holy-namjesus

Hello behena

the-holy-namjesus

Good (kind of) 
            Tum? 
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Park__Ara

@the-holy-namjesus 
            Heya!! It's been so long. I missed youuu~
            How you doin??
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Park__Ara

this message may be offensive
Life is so unfair.. isn't it? And the reality check of life is harsh. Too harsh. At least for me. Feeling so embarrassed to exist. It sounds ridiculous, right? But yea, i actually feel like.. but nevermind, it's hard to express in words. I actually don't know what and why I am typing this bullshit.. but I have a question..
          
          How can I be successful and happy in life like others? 
          
          I know, you might think I have gone crazy..? Everybody does believe anyways. But what's my motive? I see no purpose in living this life. It's not like I'm suicidal but I'm just confused about everything right now.. I just wanted to share so nevermind.

Park__Ara

@park_chris_rocky 
            Yea, i believe that things will get better with time.. take care of yourself ❤️
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park_chris_rocky

Hey, it's being a long time. I can't say i know about what your are feeling but i was in and I'm in that phase. I'm getting better or trying to get better. You know we can always figure out our life as time passes. If after a month, you visit this moment you will like why i was so feeling for this. Everything heals with time. Just take meditate. Take a piece of paper and write about what and things that will make you happy. You can always find a carrer in that. I'm also stressed about earning money and all. But what to do, I'm giving my best in studying and trying to make up. I'm not the same person i was before covid. I don't know whether covid or me preparing for board made my brain Burn out or something i don't know. I chose a course which i enjoy but due to all pressure of exam it is making me to hate it. But i still love my course.  These all just a phase of your life. Everyday is different for us. Every moment of our life won't repeat. Make a little change in your everyday. It will make a great difference. Just talk with some close friends or parents. You will figure out your life. Don't panic, you still have long years to live and you will figure out your happiness. Be open about your thoughts with your parents. Sometimes they will reply which you didn't expect. I have experienced many things. Introvert brain is damn with many thoughts. I know that as my brain is like that. You will figure it out girl! 
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holly_yoongi

Uhm!?!??! this is so random but i'm GAGGED w the cover photo of "Murder in My Mind'. and tmi, i'm currently reading it now and holy sht!!!! I AM FANGIRLING W THE WAY U WRITE!!!?!!? I LOVE YOU!?!??

Park__Ara

@holly_yoongi 
            Thank you so much for your feedback! I really appreciate it!! Have a nice day/night❤️✨
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_Jenverse_

Araaa you're the only friend I've had since the start and still remember yk you're so special to me though we haven't met and don't talk much ily bb just know that<3

_Jenverse_

@Park__Ara love u toooo bb<333
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Park__Ara

@_Jenverse_ 
            Awww, you made my day sweetie~
            Love ya✨❤️
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