Parker🏳️‍🌈

Y’all, my discovery that dark romance novels were a thing has CHANGED me. I’ve been reading stuff that borderlines dark romance for years and have written a lot of stuff that might as well be it. Whenever I try to write for a novel I want to try publishing, I also turn it down. 
          
          Not anymore. The moment I get my laptop back from the shop, I’m gonna go ham and write so much. I have nearly 900 words already written, sitting in my notes waiting. I have so many ideas and I’m so excited. 
          
          (Thank you, Haunting Adeline and H.D. Carlton for helping me get inspiration to write my own stuff)

ITS MY MFING BIRTHDAY!!! 
          
          IM 18, WOOOOOOOOO
          
          Also my mom bought me Haunting and Hunting Adeline and I am LOVING it. When my laptop is back from the shop, I'm gonna start writing a dark romance novel because now I'm aware of their existence and popularity 
          
          Also I got a new phone. A LOT has happened since last time I logged in lol 

It's the first of February and you know what I wore to the freaking store? 
          
          A pair of shorts and a tanktop (jacket too but still) with my winter boots because I couldn't find any other shoes
          
          It's so warm, I was able to wear SHORTS and a TANKTOP
          
          CANADA WTF, it's 11°!!!!

When i was 14-16 and dating my first boyfriend, I mastered the puppydog eyes and began this power entity which he could not say no to. At 16-17, with my next partner, I was able to do the same thing. 
          
          Now I'm single but still abusing this power by getting princess treatment from my parents, specifically my stepdad XD
          
          He cooks my food, cuts it up, then brings it to me. Every night. Mom does too, but he's the one home with us around dinner time  

OKAY OMFG. Can someone PLEASE explain to me the whole "Scott Tenderman is Cartman's brother/half-brother/stepbrother thing"? Like first of all, how. Someone on tiktok said the episode where they say Mrs. Cartman is his mom and dad was a joke but I don't see that as a valid excuse/argument because in that case, we can treat everything in the show as a joke, making nothing canon. See where the argue is flawed?
          
          So please. Someone tell me how it is. Don't we only see Scott in a few episodes? And I don't think we ever see Mrs. Cartman interact with the parents (seeing as they DIED right away)

Currently working on a book about a boy who falls in love with his bullies bestfriend and omggggg 
          
          (Real book, won't be posted here sadly. Sorry)

Trying to write a book because I want to be an actual, real author one day. My headphones are broken so I had to order new ones, meaning my music is coming straight out of the speakers, Then my stepdad come out, starts washing dishes and has his heavy metal music BLASTING out of his phone. He HAS headohones. Ones that work. Now I'm dealing with a complete sensory overload and just sitting, suffering. But I'm stubborn and refuse to leave the room because then I have to pack all my stuff up and move to my room, where I will remain the rest of the night. No. I will continue to sit on the couch and stand my ground. Will I tell him his music is too loud? No. Of course not. Will I turn my music up? Probably. Anyways I am currently working on writing actual books. Won't be able to post them here though, since apparently there's rules about that and I want to get this publish for reals

Bro I'm so emotionally attached to South Park and the characters, it's like...sad. I cannot tell you how many times fanart has made me cry. Mostly Creek stuff, honestly. But like...I'm so attached to Tweek and I relate to him so much that seeing him with Craig and knowing he has someone to help him and care for him makes me so happy. And I'm emotionally unstable as it is, so I just cry

Me, wondering why my younger brother is such a freak (low-key iPad kid, roblox addicted, watches weird crap on youtube)
          
          Then I realized. He's Gen alpha. I'm Gen Z. That's why he drives me nuts

Merry Christmas, my lovelies! I know I haven't been very active. I've been dealing with so much in my life between a breakup, gender questioning and depression hitting hard. I haven't had much motivation to do much of anything. I won't make any promises that I'll get better and start writing again because I have a feeling I won't. 
          
          But have a Merry Christmas and a happy holidays! Whatever you celebrate, I hope you've had a lovely holiday season and have a very happy New Year