Passive Nightmare Sans

So here's almost everything my high school had done to me. Wrongly accused me of bullying special education teachers, didn't let me be resourceful and use the resources that I had to make a handmade hijab and wear it and have the hijab confiscated until the end of the school day while the other 2 Muslims were not discriminated against in any way, I got in trouble at school for drooling during lunch, I was taking notes on the paranormal while minding my business and not eating since I don't want to eat or do anything anymore due to my poor mental health and the experience caused me to end up shaking like shit as I am telling the teacher "Try telling a person who can't speak this!", refused multiple times for a napkin and there is a special education teacher that keeps handing napkins out to people eating and she doesn't care, talking back to a teacher even though that's how a damn conversation works, wearing a brown monkey tail since I am a furry even though a monkey isn't my fursona, told to speak even though I choose to not speak since I may have selective mutism, told to speak English by a redheaded special education teacher even though I said no in German, told to mind my own business and be kind, asked why I am mad, over heard one of theale students say "Why is she always so mad? Like, calm down.", be told to be nice or not be at school at all, I know this next one was in 7th grade yet I twisted my left ankle and no teacher told my parents, got in trouble yesterday for defending myself against the same teacher that I couldn't defend myself against on Tuesday, and threatened to expel me for defending myself against a narcissistic and manipulative teacher.

Here is how to kill a person!
          Stab someone, saw them in half, bury them alive, skin them alive, impale them, put a cup of wasps on their face after making a hole in the bottom of the cup and put steam in the cup so the wasps eat through the person's face, push someone off a building, hand them, chop their head off, shove them off a building onto spikes and if they miss then force them onto the spikes, slit their throat open, hang them off the ground, cyanide, chloroform, poison nightshade, and other poisonous plants.

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Over the weekend, on Sunday, the police were called on my dad in Gun Barrel TX. My dad has told my mom, me, my siblings, my mother's parents, his mother since his dad died, and his own girlfriend that he has become a better person. But... what happened yesterday and me having my life threatened and in danger at that moment with no one to protect or save me from my dad I was hurt, emotionally, physically, mentally, and neurologically. My dad's girlfriend just ignored me being in literal danger and left me even though l was screaming at the top of my lungs. My dad told me to be quiet multiple times, he grabbed and yanked my hair which was under my hood, he grabbed my face to force me to look at him, he cornered me up against the sinks in the kitchen, he grabbed my forearm near my wrist yet he was grabbing it and turning it so hard to where I thought it was going to break, he called my autistic meltdown an 'Temper Tantrum' even though they're two DIFFERENT things, pulled my phone out of my hand, yanked my headphones off my head to be fair they were still on, he took me to Catholic church to 'prove' that I am still Catholic and not a 'evil' Muslim, he told me that his parents would be VERY upset about me wanting to become a Muslim, he told me that the smell that I thought was someone fasting in church was because I am possessed by Satan, he told me that I have a demon inside of me, and when my dad sent me to my bedroom he slapped me hard on the left thigh which I thought was going to leave welts or a huge bruise. I stayed inside my closet for the rest of the time crying my eyes out, hyperventilating, being unable to control my emotions, and focusing on not having a seizure. I could've DIED! I was scared. I don't know EVERY single scent, just like how someone doesn't know every language.

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I am biologically a girl, but I identify as Non-Binary, and I have a right to use any bathroom of my choice whether it is male, female, or gender-neutral. Yet, I want to use the men's bathroom more in school since being Non-Binary is my gender identity and I don't have to go into the women's bathroom if I don't feel comfortable going there. Yet, Transgender and Non-Binary people are more likely to face hatred for using bathrooms that match their gender identity, and they're more likely to commit suicide or suffer from depression than those who aren't Transgender or Non-Binary. It's hard living and life will kick our buts, especially when we are trying our best.

Yesterday my mom told me that if I don't stop causing chaos and saying the harsh truth about everything then I am going to be taken away and put in a mental hospital. Huh?! I am just being my normal self. I am the CHAOS CHILD! You can not stop the chaos. I know that people will think that I am weird because of how I want to faceplant into walls, tables, and anything that would give me a concession. Yet I am a description of Jevil from Deltarune, but if he was a human and gender bent. I was meant for the chaos... Now goodbye, I  am gonna go cause some chaos. *Crawling away on all fours like a spider* UEE HEE HEE! Shattered you better sleep with one eye open, I am coming to chop your PP off since you are gonna lose your PP privileges.

I don't feel good. I have a headache, sore throat, shivering when it's not cold, unstable, and I am extremely tired. I am also nauseous.

So, I  updated my list of what my mother does. Tell me if I need to call for help or CPS.
          
          What my mom does:
          Manipulate me
          Control my life
          Stalk my location
          Spy on me
          Disrespect my privacy
          Gaslight me
          Force me to love her
          Lies about things
          Acts like she's the victim
          Makes Dad look like the criminal
          Belittled Dad
          Manipulated my best friend (Brylee)'s  mother to force Brylee to call me by my birth pronouns even though I am uncomfortable with being called She/Her
          Is two-faced
          Believes that I am not independent of myself
          Tries to manipulate Dad
          Forces respect and control
          Lies about having an affair while she was still married to my dad
          Made me have trust issues with people
          Listens in on my calls with my dad when I am alone in my room when  she is in the living room (My room is next to the living room)
          Stalks people's information when she doesn't know who they are or what they look like
          Makes people feel like they don't have any freedom to vent what they're feeling or thinking freely

What my mom does:
          Manipulate me
          Control my life
          Stalk my location
          Spy on me
          Disrespect my privacy
          Gaslight me
          Force me to love her
          Lies about things
          Acts like she's the victim
          Makes Dad look like the criminal
          Belittled Dad
          Manipulated my best friend (Brylee)'s  mother to force Brylee to call me by my birth pronouns even though I am uncomfortable with being called She/Her
          Is two-faced
          Believes that I am not independent of myself
          Tries to manipulate Dad
          Forces respect and control
          
          
          Should I call CPS?