a work in progress

i am okay.
          even if i got hurt, i got back up again and that’s all that matters. i deserve love and i deserve happiness, dating isn’t worth it right now and i need to focus on who i am and what i want in life. eventually i will find someone, but for right now, the best thing i can do is focus on myself and know that there is someone out there for me

am i just not worthy of love? is that what it is? 
          i can’t love myself so i look for it in other people. i’m trying to prove that i’m worthy of love and for some reason i keep coming back empty handed. i thought i loved him. i thought he was the one. apparently not because apparently, i’m not enough. what is it? can someone tell me? what part of me is so unloveable? please! i just want to know

Hey! Have an amazing day and know that you are amazing too! 
          ❤️ 

Positivity Chain: Reply to this message with three things you love about Wattpad! Then post this message on ten of your follower’s message boards!

y’all i’m gonna try and start writing (it probably won’t be any good but i’m going to try) and i’m starting off with making characters. i am now seeing how hard it is to write there’s a lot that goes into it. all of my authors on here i respect you so hard rn

idk if this is what love is... because i’m 13 (don’t judge me i knoe i’m young but i act older than my age) and i guess i can’t feel romantic love yet however he makes me feel so safe and loved and cared about. he hasn’t given me a reason to not trust him and he hasn’t given me a reason to think he will leave like everyone else but my god he is so great...

BRUHHHHH. for halloween i dressed up as micheal and my crush/best friend dressed as jeremy and i said that i shopped micheal and jeremy and he asked if i liked him so i ended up telling him that i like him and i’m-
          and i asked him the next morning if he liked me back because the night before he didn’t say anything he just sat there blushed and smiled to himself while playing with my hair and he said that he thinks i’m very pretty (which is his way of saying he likes me, i’ve checked) and i’m so happy. the reason why i’m writing about this now is because i am like actually falling in love with him and i don’t know what to do. he’s so sweet and just ugh he’s great, we aren’t dating though because i’m not mentally stable enough to be in a relationship and i don’t want him to get hurt but i stg he is the most amazing person. i had a full breakdown during class and he held my hand and held me and told me that it was ok and i’m ok and i’m just- idk what i did to deserve him in my life but i’m so glad i do. this weekend he’s coming over too watch movies and cuddle with me.

y’all can go follow me on snap at @arabella_prince... just leave a ¿comment? ¿response? idk what these are called but leave one and tell me ur @ so i can accept if u don’t that’s okay too

5 things i like myself:
          
          1.i’m goal oriented 
          2.i still have hope for my future even if i know i won’t make it 
          3.i care a lot about the community 
          4. i want everyone to be happy even if it means sacrificing my time and happiness 
          5. i have extensive knowledge on things i’m passionate about
          

I wanna spread a positivity chain. Say 5 things you like about yourself publicly and then send this to 10 of your followers. 
          
          Thank you @mckennarowell for sharing this with me
          
          Good day amazing human! =)