Patheticallyamusing

It's been a while, huh? I'm not dead things have just... been rough. I honestly don't know if and when I'll return to these stories, I've gone burnt on most of my hobbies and the bad keeps piling up. I couldn't explain all that's been weighing me down in a fraction of this post but I do want to say that I am so incredibly grateful for all of you still. Even if I haven't been on this app in God knows how long, you all have still been so sweet. All of you strangers can and have given me a boost or a smile. For what it's worth, I love every single one of you. I'm a soon to be twenty-one year old battling severe depression and who doesn't have her life together. I'm an absolute mess to put it simply. But to all of you, however old or young, thank you. Keep pushing no matter how hard it gets, you're all here for a reason and somewhere out there, stranger or otherwise, someone needs you. ❤️

SilverSorceress

@Patheticallyamusing Hi and I know that I don't know you but I feel ya as far as dealing with depression goes add to that anxiety and a very extremely bad case of nerves which I wish would all just take a flying leap, but people here never fail to brighten anyone's day. There are days where I get so burned out with writing and writers block. But yea take your time and give your mind a chance to rest. Soon enough you'll be right back into the swing of things.
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vintage80ss

@Patheticallyamusing me too girl, ik how you feel!! But take your time love <3 you're not alone. we're all struggling w/creativity rn :(
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Patheticallyamusing

It's been a while, huh? I'm not dead things have just... been rough. I honestly don't know if and when I'll return to these stories, I've gone burnt on most of my hobbies and the bad keeps piling up. I couldn't explain all that's been weighing me down in a fraction of this post but I do want to say that I am so incredibly grateful for all of you still. Even if I haven't been on this app in God knows how long, you all have still been so sweet. All of you strangers can and have given me a boost or a smile. For what it's worth, I love every single one of you. I'm a soon to be twenty-one year old battling severe depression and who doesn't have her life together. I'm an absolute mess to put it simply. But to all of you, however old or young, thank you. Keep pushing no matter how hard it gets, you're all here for a reason and somewhere out there, stranger or otherwise, someone needs you. ❤️

SilverSorceress

@Patheticallyamusing Hi and I know that I don't know you but I feel ya as far as dealing with depression goes add to that anxiety and a very extremely bad case of nerves which I wish would all just take a flying leap, but people here never fail to brighten anyone's day. There are days where I get so burned out with writing and writers block. But yea take your time and give your mind a chance to rest. Soon enough you'll be right back into the swing of things.
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vintage80ss

@Patheticallyamusing me too girl, ik how you feel!! But take your time love <3 you're not alone. we're all struggling w/creativity rn :(
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Patheticallyamusing

Hey, so I'm not dead! I know I keep saying I'm going to update than delay and I apologize! I just got a new job (second day was today) and its keeping me on my toes. My mental health still isn't top notch but I'm making progress slowly, I've been working on the new chapter of 'Bite my tongue' and y'all are gonna be served well . As for the other stories, I'm updating them slowly as well and hey, you might just see a new story entirely here soon.. 
          
          I also want to say that I love every single one of you guys, you help support me and keep me continuing these stories, you're all also funny as hell, the comments always make me laugh and you're all so sweet! ❤

Patheticallyamusing

Hello it is I. I'm sure you're all wondering why my lazy, unproductive ass still has yet to update any of my stories and the answer is simply: depression. I am very very emotionally and spiritually hollow from quarantine and nothing is bringing me joy. I do promise the stories will be updated, when however I'm not sure. Hopefully soon. In the mean time I'm going to continue to simp for Shota Aizawa. See you all soon.

Patheticallyamusing

@Patheticallyamusing True! I'm hoping to update here tomorrow! 
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Patheticallyamusing

@Patheticallyamusing You're going to make me cry, thank you! I get some depression little burst that hit hard randomly but I'm slowly getting out of it. I should be updating soon and releasing a new book maybe so I'm excited to get back to writing! 
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Patheticallyamusing

Y'all I am having h u g e anxiety right now. I cosplay and went to my local con today as Deku from My Hero, I met a younger Todoroki cosplayer and took some pics and exchanged Instagram's. 
          
          BUT. The kid keeps spamming me with messages, like every second. There's videos of just them sticking their tongue out and doing quizzes and they keep trying to face time me on there. It's making me really anxious cause I don't like talking to people often and they're going to be at the con tomorrow too. I just feel awkward because they literally won't stop sending messages and I low-key feel like I'm being stalked but like, they're probably 11 to 14 so I'm trying to be nice but yikes. 

Patheticallyamusing

@IrrelevantLittleCrap They stopped finally but I also haven't seen them post in a while and it kinda worries me? Like, they're a literal child who I met and couldn't see any parental figure around and they seem to be far to naive and falling for scammers and like??? Where are their parents?? I know I'm the wine dad friend but like?? Please?? I just want sleep? 
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Hey dears, I haven't updated in a minute and I promise I haven't abandoned any stories. Lately, my depression has took a massive toll in my life. I've had art and writers block for quite some time and have had no creativity to do much. A lot has changed in my life and 2019 has been a year that I never want to relive. I've lost so much, graduated, but I'm realizing how far behind I am on everything. I apparently start college in January but I've yet to send in my transcript because my mom has yet to drive me to my high school even though I've been asking for about two months now, I majored in animation even though I haven't ever done animation like a dumbass and much more. I just feel like I'm stuck and have no idea how to get out, I don't feel comfortable or happy in my body much anymore even though I cut my hair short again to help with my Nonbinary self. All I do is sleep, try to hang out with friends when I can and clean because my brother doesn't do any cleaning and it's up to me to do everything because I'm a girl. I'm angry, depressed and panicking because nothing in my life is going well. I have good days yes but it's not overdoing the inevitable situations I have to conquer. I know it'll get better and I'm making things sound worse because I'm currently depressed but I wanted to rant and get things off my chest while also promising to continue the stories soon and I intend to continue every single one. My OHSHC one is slowly coming to an end and I plan to write another one in the future or try to write my own novel. All in all I thank you all for your constant support and helping me feel cared for and you're all my reason to continue writing. If any of you are going through a hard time, I promise it'll get better and ask of you to keep on pushing no matter what. You're strong and whatever is hurting you right now won't be in a few years. Do what is best for you and don't change for anybody. I love you all, keep aspiring to be the best you you can be. 

LolzFandomss

@ Patheticallyamusing  It's always okay to take a break sometimes. Everyone experiences some kind of difficulty at one point in their life and you should know that you're not alone! Hope everything gets better for you soon! :3
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Patheticallyamusing

Hello my lovelies! I'm sure you've all thought I had given up on these stories and wouldn't update them, while it has been quite the while I am definitely planning on updating them. A lot of things have happened in the year of 2019, good and bad but I will be finishing these stories. The amount of love I have gotten from all of you guys have helped me entirely in ways I can't describe. You guys inspire me to keep going and I wish I could thank every single one of you with a giant bear hug. Thank you for making my silly little fanfictions way more popular than I ever expected them to be. Keep a close eye out for updates! 

The_Midnight_train

@Patheticallyamusing  Well of course! We will always be nice because you're so nice to us!
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Patheticallyamusing

@Dead_inside_gang Ahhhh you're gonna make me cry you're all so sweet! 
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The_Midnight_train

@Patheticallyamusing  Thats perfectly fine, we understand and support you!
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Patheticallyamusing

Hello dearest readers and followers! First, thank you so much for the loving comments, reads and votes on each of my stories, it's quite the compliment to a seventeen year old non binary person in poverty. I will update the stories soon, I have no internet right now at my house and won't for a while so things have been a bit stressful, I am getting a new phone on the sixth so that'll help me update then but I also have summer school plato, trying to find a new job and get my drivers permit, a lot to do over this summer break. Anyways, I love you all dearly and hope you all are having a fun and safe summer. ❤️