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Yo, I know no one reads these, but imma quick rant anyways.
So I have asthma right (like literally half the population, so unique) and tonight at dinner my throat started closing up. So I went to take my inhaler and chill and shit, did not work, kinda had a panic attack. I told my mom cause why the fuck not, and said "don't make it a big deal, don't tell everyone else." She proceeds to tell her husband, who just curses at me and says it's because i'm fat/overweight that I have these problems. No bitch, it's your toxic ass that makes my mind fuck itself over everyday. Your the reason i'm so fucking angsty, and vent through writing about fictional characters self harming, because I don't need the stress of my mother violently grabbing my forearms, and checking for new marks everyday.