hello, I know that you aren't gonna see it soon and I honestly don't mind because I just wanted to send this without caring for when you are gonna see it. I genuinely missed you, your presence, your lovable character, your sweet soul and I'm kinda worried for you, I don't know what's going on but whatever it is, I hope that it's gonna get better and that you will get well soon. I know that you are strong and that you already had to go through a lot and I believe that you can get over this too - you are an inspo to my eyes not only because of your talent and skills but because of that inner fire you carry, that fire isn't common, it's a steady fire that stills burning even in silence and calmness - it's not loud but it doesn't mean it's invisible.
you are in my thoughts all these days and I want nothing more than learning that you came back and that you are feeling better again - it hurts to know that you feel like this at the moment. I wish I could take away some of your problems, to help in any possible way like you did for me and you still doing even now that we can't interact.
I'm with you, rooting for you ❤️ I love you, take care or/and accept every help you need. you deserve to feeling alright again