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I was never insecure like this all my fucking life. Yes, I have insecurities but this time, it's different. I always thought, I did better, I did my best, but ended up fooling myself again. It hurts, upon realizing you can't achieve what they can, you can't be better like anyone else's. But nothing is much more painful when I noticed how they acted like it's no big deal, they acted like they did not care. Am I even valued? I wanted to cry, but something inside me is stopping me. Maybe they are right, at times like this, no one's there with you, but yourself.