::14:: 
::I hate it, 
I hate the fact that i have to live like this everyday.
I hate the people here.
I hate the way they treat me,
I just hate it all.


But i cant to anything about it,
And i have to let my world crumble on its own,
Just to make everyone else less miserable.


Im like a shadow, 
You can see me but you choose to ignore me, or even forget im there.
I dont like it being this way.
All for just one mistake...


But im "disposable and unwanted" as most say,
And now im starting to believe, 
I lost everything.
My self esteem, my personality, my mind...
Im Cute But Psycho::


::Yes i wrote that and it took me awhile::