Paytonkish

Guys spiderman has always been one of my favorite superheros
          	
          	And I never knew much about Deadpool bc he's for mature/18+ audiences, but always thought he was pretty cool.
          	
          	I'm older now, and I've learned some more about Deadpool.
          	
          	And now I'm looking at Deadpool and Spiderman bein buddies on Pinterest <3

Cindi_Pearl

gosh im late to this- 
          	  come back!!! i miss you sm, I got a phone, lol, 
          	  also, watch Deadpool and Wolverine :D, I think you'd love it
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starsofthemorning

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          ✨️Nicest✨️
          ✨️People's✨️
          ✨️Profiles✨️
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          ✨️Then you✨️
          ✨️Are really✨️
          ✨️Special✨️
          
          (You don't have to do this chain mail I just got sent this and I wanted to take the chance say that you are amazing and one of the nicest people ever)

Lxv3r_Gxrl

I was reading an lgbtq book and saw ur account!! TvT

starsofthemorning

@Lxv3r_Gxrl Yea...... *hugs* He will be alive..... He has to be.....
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Lxv3r_Gxrl

@starsofthemorning 
            Fr tho, the universe needs to stop playing with our feelings TvT
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starsofthemorning

@Lxv3r_Gxrl I feel like universe likes to make us cry by reminding us of him out of blue TwT Because I was quite literally focused on my assignments and then...... his name popped up..... and now I am crying again :')
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starsofthemorning

I hope you are happy and shining whereever you are, Payton!

starsofthemorning

@Lxv3r_Gxrl Yea..... I don't only miss him..... I also feel guilty for not being more online..... But yea..... I hope he is alive..... and maybe in a few years, we might find him again..... we can only hope......
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Lxv3r_Gxrl

@starsofthemorning 
            Oh my god.....he probably thought we didn't care about him anymore....but yea he better be alive..
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starsofthemorning

@Lxv3r_Gxrl Me too..... You, Me and Belle used to talk with him sm. But Belle started using wattpad less, your brother took away your account and I started college all at the same time last year. He must have felt so alone. I hope he is alive, that is all I need.....
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starsofthemorning

Hey, Payton. It's 21st August. It's officially been a year since you disappeared. I still hope that you are ok. Lysm. Take care. Stay safe.

starsofthemorning

@Dont_You_Forget I am so sorry I never saw this message. He was one of my closest friends and he has been missing since 20th August 2024.....
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Xx_4ut1st1c_4ng3l_xX

@starsofthemorning what happened to him/she dada?
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starsofthemorning

*hugs* Hey, Payton..... It's been a year since I last saw you..... I really miss you. You are amazing amd valid, please never forget that.
          
          I have been telling myself for all this months that you are ok but the bad thoughts won't leave me alone.
          "What if their parents did something bad to them?"
          "What if their parents found out they were trans?"
          "What if they got grounded forever?"
          "What if they might have hurt themselves again?"
          "What if they actually died?"
          
          I don't know where or how you are, Payton. But I can just hope that you are at least alive.
          
          I don't know why but I made myself wait till this day. I dunno, my brain had a crazy theory that you got grounded for a year and will be back today. I don't know what I was thinking. It probably won't happen. But I will keep on wishing you are ok. And one day, when I am all grown up and capable, I know I will come find you to make sure you are ok and never have to stay with your parents again.
          
          I really miss you, Payton. I hope you are ok. I hope you and your grandmother still watch HB together.
          
          My brain has another crazy theory. That you are alive but just can't access your account and can't make a new one either. Although, I am not so sure about it. But these theories give me hope that you are alive and hopefully safe.
          
          You are one of my best friends, Payton. So even if it takes you years to come back, I will be waiting here.

starsofthemorning

this message may be offensive 
            Months ago, I told myself I would join you in death on this very day. But I refused to believe you might be dead. The bad thoughts can go fuck themselves. Cuz I am waiting for you to return.
            
            *hugs* Please be ok. Stay safe. Reach out when you can. Ilysm. You deserve the world. You are an incredible friend, brother, son, grandson and nephew. If your family doesn't realize that, that's their fault.
            
            I have been on break from wattpad almost the entirety of August. I had several reasons. One of them being that you disappeared in August. But I come online today to reach out once more. I will be hoping that you come back today, the entire day.
            
            Take your time tho. I will wait. Cuz true friends don't leave each other in time of need. And I will always be here for you.
            
            *hugs* Belle sends her love as well. She can't log into her account but she misses you too.
            
            Take care <3
            Stay safe <3
            Ilysm <3
            You are and always have been my best friend and like a younger sibling to me, so I will wait <3
            Bye <3
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