Savii

i like when texting someone becomes a routine, like it's not normal if u don't talk all day

Even tho I saw this coming I can't believe Camila left fifth harmony, I was so ready for that "Lit" album next year. No wonder she didn't say anything about the album when the interviewer asked because she already knew this. I will always support her in everything she do but this is still so heartbreaking knowing that we will never get to see her preforming in the next album I just need time. I love the girls and her together I didn't care if they were doing solo projects I love seeing them together and now everything is going to be so incomplete they will always be something missing no matter how we try to make it look okay. I love fifth harmony, I love my girls, I love Camila and it's just so sad. 
          
          12/18/16  

It hurts .. It hurts so much 
          I just wish it will stop 

Broken with a pretty smile 

How many messages are we gunna type halfway and delete because we realize it wouldn't matter what you have to say or how you feel, how long are we going to act like we're special to someone?

And now I wonder,  would you care if you woke up this morning and find out I'm no longer breathing..

Is this how my days are now? putting on a fake smile everyday for people not to ask question and cry myself to sleep at night in silence. Is this really what I'm becoming, I never thought I'll endup here 

I don't even wanna try anymore because I feel unwanted, annoying and I'm afraid that's all I will ever be.. 

I just wanna go curl myself in bed and cry my heart out until I can't feel anything anymore, it just hurts too much 

I'm so fucked